Shathesca
Humble Servant
I pray for blessing tonight that a big shift will occur in my life. That abundance and transformation in my life will come. I ask to be free of heartache and uncertainty. Each day I ask God should I let go of my wife ###. The still small voice always says "just trust me a little longer." I wonder about that. This has been excruciating emotionally for me. I'm praying for a new future and wonder if she's still included in this. Today I confronted my emotional pain and it was very difficult. That's why I'm praying for my blessing to get back on course with working and training horse's. I am really grateful for God's blessing me with unusual talent for training horse's. I enjoy helping people who need confidence and encouragement. It is my gift to the world in a way because horse's will help people heal from trauma and grief and fear. They have big spiritual energy. I have been reading the Bible out loud in the cemetery every day. I've cried for many and said blessings to the Graves. It is something that called my heart to do. I found peace in this because it seems they are lonely like I am. I am searching for truth and restoration of my life. I'm wanting to be of service to my wife. I want to honor her in some way. I still love her and want her to come back to me. Needing conversation with her and peaceful resolution. She was such an awesome friend and confidant. I really loved our time together. Yes people change I understand that. I am asking for a blessing to move forward. I desire to serve God. Praying for a positive outcome. Praying for a new future. Praying gratitude in advance. In all things through Jesus Christ I am grateful for His Blessings. Big thank you for all your prayers. Amen