Shathesca
Humble Servant
I pray for blessing tonight that a big shift will occur in my life. That abundance and transformation in my life will come. I ask to be free of heartache and uncertainty. Each day I ask God should I let go of my wife Allie. The still small voice always says "just trust me a little longer. " I wonder about that. This has been excruciating emotionally for me. I'm praying for a new future and wonder if she's still included in this. Today I confronted my emotional pain and it was very difficult. That's why I'm praying for my blessing to get back on course with working and training horse's. I am really grateful for God's blessing me with unusual talent for training horse's. I enjoy helping people who need confidence and encouragement. It is my gift to the world in a way because horse's will help people heal from trauma and grief and fear. They have big spiritual energy. I have been reading the Bible outloud in the cemetery every day. I've cried for many and said blessings to the Graves. It is something that called my heart to do. I found peace in this because it seems they are lonely like I am. I am searching for truth and restoration of my life. I'm wanting to be of service to my wife. I want to honor her in some way. I still love her and want her to come back to me. Needing conversation with her and peaceful resolution. She was such an awesome friend and confidant. I really loved our time together. Yes people change I understand that. I am asking for a blessing to move forward. I desire to serve God. Praying for a positive outcome. Praying for a new future. Praying gratitude in advance. In all things through Jesus Christ I am grateful for His Blessings. Big thank you for all your prayers. Amen