Maboisha
Prayer Partner
I posted a prayer request a few weeks ago about a man I'm in love with. I want to ask that you continue to pray for us. He still hasn't asked me out on a real date yet (we have gone out once along with a friend, which was great & gave us quality time filled with amazing conversations, but can't count as a date) but he has given me so many signs that he likes me too. We live in different states & I think that might be what's holding him back. I can't tell him at this point that I want to move to be with him & I want to travel with him for work. (He's in a business that's great for families & friends to tag along on trips.) I pray that he would realize that or at least get the courage to ask. I wrote to him the other night. The conversation was fairly short (he had to go to work, which I knew) but it was sweet. His friend/coworker posted a picture online of him staring at his phone smiling like a man that's smitten. This picture was taken during the time we were messaging. He loves to introduce me to his friends & gets excited when I become friends with them too. He'll go a while without flirting like he used to & I'll get discouraged, then he'll all of the sudden say something so sweet or personal that shows me he cares & restores my hope! I get scared sometimes that I'm doing too much (loving all his social media posts & commenting on many of them) but I also feel like I'm holding way back (not writing certain things, going longer than I want to between the times check his page) & it's a difficult balance. I constantly pray I can find that balance. I pray that God's will be done in both of our lives in His time & His way. Having said that, He tells us to ask for what we want & He'll answer us with yes, no, or later. So, I pray that man is the one I'm meant to be with & that it'll happen soon. If he's not the one for me (I truly believe he is! I've prayed about it countless times over the last few months & asked God for clarity & peace), then I pray that my heart could be broken now instead of dragging this out. I pray that he & his family would be blessed either way! I love him enough to let him go if I need to, but of course, I'd rather not have to do that. Even if it came down to the extremes of A) me being happy for the rest of my life but him never being happy, or B) me never being happy again but him being happy for even 1 minute, I would pick B without a 2nd thought or any hesitation! I love myself, but I love him more & would give anything for him! I only want what's best for him! I'm asking you to pray for clarity for us both, peace for us both, the ability for me to also focus on other things, his happiness/health/safety, my patience, courage for us both (I know I'm too scared to ask him out & people keep telling me they think he's scared/nervous too), & mostly just that God's will be done in both of our lives in His way in His timing. Thank you so much for the prayers!