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I apologize for the delayed reply, a lot has happened these past few days……quickly I realized what spiritual warfare was about so I dove in deep.
I was awake for roughly 40 hours or so just a couple days ago because I just didn’t feel at peace, I felt like everything and everyone was trying to drag me down…..mass confusion and attacks seemed relentless.
I asked the Lord to save me and I believe he did a long time ago, but I became very rebellious because I felt like I was being treated unfairly and I began to dive deep into addictions, alcoholism, pornography, nicotine, phone…..a dopamine addict.
I began to hate myself and the person I became and I’ve hurt a lot of people in the process.
Each time I would try to repent and stick to it another obstacle would come and I would come crashing down once again, but I would always pray for Gods help and he was always faithful to me even at my lowest…..I stood up one more time and finally started to fight back for the ones I love and for myself.
I began praying again for his will to be done in my life and on the property that I live on, I wasn’t specific when I asked him to bless but he answered my prayer just a few days ago…I live on a farm and the hay was really getting out of hand and it was preventing me from going on evening walks that I really enjoy……so just a few days ago I was away for work and I came home and noticed that a couple of fields were cut and ready to be bailed.
I was thankful for that and God began doing a work on my heart and he revealed my answered prayer, I think it was one of my favorite moments and it touched my heart…this happened around 11 pm on Monday and I began thanking him and giving him credit for what he did for me……here’s the beautiful part…..as soon as I gave him credit the farmer that was doing the work began bailing it!
It was like a big I love you from God…..
Glory to him for answering, thank you for praying with me.
I do believe the best is yet to come