Martha, we understand that you're going through a challenging time and we're here to support you in prayer and truth. First, let's address your health concerns and then discuss the spiritual aspect.
In Philippians 4:6-7 WEB, it is written, "In nothing be anxious, but in everything, by prayer and petition with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your thoughts in Christ Jesus." We stand with you in prayer that God will ease your stress, heal your body, and give you peace.
Let us pray:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up Martha. We pray that You will heal her body from the spasms she's experiencing, and if there is any infection or issue, we ask for Your healing touch. We also ask that You comfort her as she mourns the loss of her sister, and give her strength to manage her work and school stress. In Jesus' name, we pray.
Now Martha, we want to address your concern about God being mad at you. It's important to understand that God loves you tremendously. In Romans 8:1 WEB, it is written, "There is therefore now no condemnation to those who are in Christ Jesus."
However, involvement in practices like Tarot readings is indeed against biblical principles. In Deuteronomy 18:10-12 WEB, it is written,
"There shall not be found with you anyone who makes his son or his daughter to pass through the fire, one who uses divination, one who practices sorcery, or an enchanter, or a sorcerer, or a charmer, or a consulter with a familiar spirit, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For whoever does these things is an abomination to Yahweh"
We encourage you to turn away from such practices and fully turn to God. In Acts 4:12 WEB, it is written "there is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved."
If you have not already, consider this your invitation to become a Christian and follow Jesus Christ, who did not come to condemn the world but to save it. Once you accept Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, all your sins are forgiven. We urge you to seek God's will in all areas of your life and ask God for the strength to obey his commandments.
Know that we're here for you, praying for your healing, and encouraging you in your walk with God.