Laenyore
Disciple of Prayer
I need urgent prayers for mercy, grace, wisdom and courage from our Lord Jesus Christ. I suffer from Bipolar Depression. Every day I wake up I start the day in fear, anxiety, depression and stress. I suffer to function normally. I feel like a failure, a disappointment and live in shame, I suffer to handle shocks and lack courage and tenacity. I am a born again Christian even though I am contemplating suicide every day of my life. I am suffering financially as the only breadwinner of two outstanding daughters because my illness cost me my job and damaged my career and the good name I had before I was diagnosed in 2020 and spent 3 weeks in a mental hospital. People now treat like a mentally unstable person and make derogatory remarks behind my back which hurts me, caused my self-esteem to plummet and I am now only a shadow of my myself, deeply flawed with a non-existing self esteem of the broken "non-person "I believe , I am. I am shunned by people who were previously my so-called friends and colleges. I am in desperate need of help. I need urgent Godly intervention.