I need to rethink my life over with and figure out

[kiaramurray]

I need to rethink my life over with and figure out what I really want out of life and what I need. I feel like I've been neglecting the only 3 that I need my children. My own kids I already have now. Than I'm trying to get pregnant with another when my first one don't seem happy with me. I moved into my own apartment and my kids don't even seem happy. Ages 5(girl) 4(girl) 2(boy). I let my mind wonder more than anything. I feel like I have a good boyfriend but I don't think he's good for me. He don't seem happy anymore and I don't feel happy anymore either. I feel like I moved fast. This relationship was built off of lies and cheating. I feel like money got low I lost myself. I lost my kids I was doing so good. I don't blame nobody but myself cause he's good enough to motivate me to get up and get a job. I need to get my life together. See a difference in myself. I feel like I gained a lot of weight. I don't trust nobody. Not even my boyfriend and I don't think he trust me. I need to cleanse my body with the lord. I feel like I've been cursed or something because I feel like everything is going so bad for me. I pray it gets better. Because I don't know what's going on with me. I have a lot of pride I need to learn to speak up no matter what. I have reasons. I have feelings and something is always telling me something my first instinct tell me something and I never listen to it. I need to listen to myself when I speak. I always say "something told me" when I don't listen to myself I always regret it. I need to learn to listen to myself

 

[MerciMe]

Father God, Please ignite the fire of hope within the hearts and minds of all those crying out to You right now. May Your divine power penetrate the very fiber of their being and may every petition that fits within Your perfect will be answered in a mighty way in Jesus Holy Name. Amen.

 

[Jvill]

May The Lord hear your prayer and grant it according to his will.

 

[K.m Binil kumar]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Powers]

Jeremiah 29:11 - "For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future." ***Praying for you and your precious 3 gifts from God! May you grow in Christ with your lovely little ones! IJNA

 

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