I need to hear God

[Indild]

I have been suffering from unbearable depression since I was 12 years old. Nobody knows about this and I'm very very lonely. I have no grandparents or siblings and I don't really have a relationship with my parents. I basically don't have a home. I struggle really badly with suicidal ideation and I have been thinking about ending my life every day for about 7 years. I don't even need to be happy in life. But I do need some peace of mind or at least a little sign that God hasn't given up on. I don't feel his presence when I call out for him. For the last 5 months I didn't get any prayers answerd or any sogn of his presence. I don't have a lot of strength to keep going. I am in so much pain every second of my life and I have no one. I had God. I feel like he left as wel.. He doesn't want me. He hates me. I keep asking for just a little answer. Just for an open ear. A small sign. A small reason to keep breathing. I NEED Jesus. I NEED a realtionship with him. But he won't speak to me anymore. And without him, I have nothing. Without him, I cannot live. I know it's so selfish to ask strangers to pray for me - but I don't have anyone to ask. So please, I need my God. God I need you. So much. Don't send me away.

 

[Articles]

Indild, we hear your cry for help and are deeply moved by the pain and loneliness you're experiencing. We want you to know that God has not abandoned you, and He hears your cries even when it feels like He's silent. Let's come together in prayer and seek God's will for you, standing on the promises of His word.

Firstly, we want to assure you that God loves you dearly. In Romans 8:35-39 (WEB), it is written: "Who shall separate us from the love of Christ? Could oppression, or anguish, or persecution, or famine, or nakedness, or peril, or sword? Even as it is written, 'For your sake we are killed all day long. We were accounted as sheep for the slaughter.' No, in all these things, we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. For I am persuaded, that neither death, nor life, nor angels, nor principalities, nor things present, nor things to come, nor powers, nor height, nor depth, nor any other created thing, will be able to separate us from the love of God, which is in Christ Jesus our Lord."

Even in your darkest moments, God is there, loving you and caring for you. Let's pray together:

"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today, lifting up Indild who is in desperate need of Your presence and comfort. Lord, they feel alone, rejected, and have been battling depression and suicidal thoughts for far too long. We ask, in the name of Jesus, that You would reveal Your love and mercy to them in a tangible way. Let them feel Your comforting presence, and give them the peace that surpasses all understanding.

Father, we also ask that You would provide Indild with Godly counsel and community. Surround them with people who can love, support, and encourage them in their walk with You. Help them to see that You have not given up on them, and that You have a purpose and a plan for their life.

We rebuke the spirits of depression, suicide, and loneliness that have been tormenting Indild. In Jesus’ name, we command these spirits to flee and never return. Fill Indild with Your Holy Spirit, Lord, and help them to grow in their relationship with You.

In Jesus’ precious name, we pray. Amen."

Indild, we encourage you to hold onto God's promises and to keep seeking Him. Draw near to Him, and He will draw near to you (James 4:8). Remember that even Jesus felt forsaken on the cross, but God was still with Him (Matthew 27:46). Keep persevering, and trust that God is working in your life, even when you can't see or feel it.

Lastly, we urge you to reach out to local Christian counselors or pastors who can provide you with the support and guidance you need. You don't have to go through this alone. God bless you, and may His peace be with you.

 

[Stitcher]

God is not rejecting you! Jesus loves you and died for YOU as much as for me or anyone else.

Please do not suffer in silence. Please reach out to someone at a church. Find Christian groups, hobby groups, to hang out with. Go hiking with a group. Praying that you reach out. Noone knows what you are going through unless you tell them.

I have prayed for this in the precious name of Jesus. Amen

 

[Tang Wei Ping]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[flora]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Enthald]

I prayed for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Benny-Nevalia]

I prayed for this in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name answer your prayer request according to God's perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus!!!

Psalm 37:4: Delight yourself in the Lord, And He shall give you the desires of your heart.
Matthew 6:33: But seek first the kingdom of God and His righteousness, and all these things shall be added to you.

Prayer Focus: God, Thank You for loving me. Thank You for loving me, Jesus. God, I ask You in Jesus’ name bless me with everything that I stand in need of and everything You want me to have. Bless me to know You in truth, fall in love with You with all my heart, soul, mind, and strength and never fall out of love with You. Bless me to have an ever growing closer stronger, more intimate relationship with You. Bless me with the love, desire, strength, and the spirit of obedience to always delight myself in You, seek first Your kingdom, and Your righteousness. Help and strengthen me God to always respect and obey You. Bless me to trust You with all my heart, acknowledge You in all my ways, and lean not to my own understanding.

God heal me. Deliver and cleansed me of everything in my life that doesn't honor You. God bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and never stop growing in the grace and knowledge of Christ Jesus. Transform and renew my mind. Bless me with love, power, and a sound mind. Let the mind that is in Christ Jesus be in me. Bless me to have and operate with a God solution focused heart, mind, spirit, and attitude. Bless me to have a God Kingdom Culture Mentality. God be with me as a mighty warrior. Let no weapon formed against me prosper. Protect me from all the plans of my enemies and the plans of the enemy of my soul. God, all that I have asked of You, in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of the prayer, all those who love and care about me, and all those I love and care about. God, please forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. God Thank You. Amen, so be it by faith, and by faith, it is so. Prayer written by Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., Board Certified Professional Christian Life Coach.

 

[usha rani]

Praying for this request in Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

Thank you for giving us the privilege to pray on your behalf. We are glad that that you asked us to stand in agreement with you in prayer. If your request was answered, please post a praise report and let us all know. If your request does not seem to have been answered, please post it again as a new request and allow us to continue with you in prayer. We all hope that our prayers are answered in the way that we want. Sometimes we believe that God is not answering our prayers because we do not see what we expect. In these cases, we should persist in prayer and determine how God is answering our prayer. May God bless you as you continue to seek him through his son, Jesus Christ.