Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need to get things right with God. I live life that is far from God, but my problem is that when I pray, I only put words in prayer not my heart being kinda unwilling to give up old life or something. I seek to find wife to satisfy my needs for love and friendship and to fix the loneliness issue but I am not seeking the love of God because I dont feel it. I ask prayers that God would help me out of this despite of my efforts. I pray God would not hold these things against me but rather carry me where I am not able to help myself in my current state.