CassieSeaCat
Servant of All
I need to get out of this Hell, I have been cursed. Blessings to those of you who have prayed for me and who do so again. May all that you desire be yours. The last thing I want to do is start losing my faith, but I have now been through decades of misery and despair with no relief, I am the Child the good Lord forgot to bless. From the Father, the Son and the Holy Ghost I need: That my nephew who molested me almost daily for about a year and a half is exposed for being the person he is. People think he is so sweet, but I know a side of him that they do not. The "family" think he is good and I am bad. None of it is fair. I have depression to the extent that it is a disability. So many tears every day, it is not possible for me to have a job so I do not have money and need supernatural provisions, for the Floodgates of Heaven's Prosperity to be opened to me. I have missed out on so much and see no reason why I cannot have billions of dollars. I need for my eyesight to be fully cured and very strong. I need youth - not only in Heaven, now. The Bible tells us that the Lord renews our youth like that of an eagle. I have never had youth nor childhood, so I need youth not restored, but given to me for the first time. A great growth spurt, beauty and metabolism most definitely. Success in love. I have never had a lovely partner and even "friends" have not had my back. Family most definitely have not. I have no idea what it is like to go to a wedding or an event with a great partner. I was not blessed with good talents nor intelligence. Everything in my life that could go wrong did go wrong. One disaster after another, every day, basically every minute. People have never hesitated to let me know how inferior I am. No child is born feeling inferior, other people do that to them. I have left a very evil Church and am now traumatised by the memories and love Traditional Latin Mass though I do not say the Rosary nor worship any saints. I need access to a beautiful Latin Mass daily as it is the only thing that has gradually helped me to laugh and smile again. I need to move on up and for my noisy neighbors to BE QUIET. I hate that they wake me every day. I at least desire good sleep. I know the Lord can do these things for me. So much pain - it seems high time for me to have elevation and a better life now. Thank-you Lord, bless those who pray for me.