Swantalelf
Prayer Warrior
I need to control my anger. I have pushed people away over things I do not understand or have control over. I must be nicer to my husband, so he will help me. I need to forgive him because I am pushing him away. Two wrongs do not make a right. I have no love or empathy for him. I want to be his friend. I need him to stop lashing out. I tried to ask him questions, and he jumps down my throat. I do not want to be in this situation, and I do not know what to do. I would not be surprised if he left me. I would not be concerned if my counselor stops seeing me as a patient. I need him to stop lying and withholding information. I need him to let go of his resentment and how he treats me. I need to accept he may never change. He does not have the qualities or ability to be a good husband. He is selfish. I want peace. I want him to keep his promise. I do not want him to ruin me financially. I do not want to be a burden to my children. I know people are not going to respond like I want them to. They never do. I need to have no reaction. I need to stop asking people for help.