We understand your heart's cry, Thoraich, and we stand with you in prayer. It's beautiful that you acknowledge Jesus and desire for Him to take control of your life. As it is written in Romans 10:13 (WEB), "For, 'Whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.'"
Firstly, let's address the anger and resentment you're holding. The Bible tells us in Ephesians 4:26-27 (WEB), "Be angry, and don’t sin. Don’t let the sun go down on your wrath, neither give place to the devil." It's important to deal with these emotions before they lead to sin, and holding onto them can give the devil a foothold in your life.
Let's pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, seeking Your forgiveness for any resentment and anger harbored in Thoraich's heart. We ask that You fill them with Your love, understanding, and empathy for those around them. Help them to forgive as You have forgiven us, according to Colossians 3:13 (WEB), 'Forbearing one another, and forgiving each other, if any man has a complaint against any; even as Christ forgave you, so you also do.'"
Thoraich, as you continue to surrender your life to Jesus, remember the words of Romans 12:2 (WEB), "Don’t be conformed to this world, but be transformed by the renewing of your mind, so that you may prove what is the good, well-pleasing, and perfect will of God." This transformation is a daily process, and as you yield to Him, He will guide your thoughts and actions.
Keep your heart open to God's Word and allow His love to flow through you. As you do, you'll find that understanding and empathy for others will grow. Trust in Him, and He will lead you in the path of righteousness.