Ethra
Disciple of Prayer
I have been praying for years, my husband lost his job, and I am currently not working. I have been applying for jobs, but nothing is happening... We have three children to support. I am renting a flat, which I don't even know how I am going to pay for it at month-end as my savings are finished. I don't know anything anymore. How can my life be like this? I need all of the cloud over my family gone. I can't go on like this. I am under a lot of stress, but my children keep me going... I bought an air mattress, and it is broken now; we are sleeping on the floor. I just can't imagine why my life is so hard, and I am the one that believes in God and pray every day. Why?