Xentaman
Disciple of Prayer
I need some prayers please. I am a female, 67, retired..I have a good life except I'm alone. No family just me and my dog and 4 cats. I am so alone and I do things to try and feel better. I volunteer at Senior Center to deliver meals, church, walk daily, read ...I just feel unhappy. I feel guilty for feeling this way because I'm so blessed. I'm alone by my choice..for whatever reason I just never married, just wasn't interested. I was an only child, worked my whole life and now alone. I try to fill my days, but can't feel content or happy. I have depression and anxiety my whole life and I have let it hold me back I know. I have panic attacks so bad. Not as many as I use to. I just don't know what to do. How do you find contentment and happiness in your life? I'm not being ungrateful, because I"m grate for every things I have and feel very blessed. It's just the one area I struggle with. Aloneness is hard and you don't realize how hard until you get here. I thot when I was working how nice it would be, and it is, but the silence is deafening sometimes. I am struggling so bad. Any advice would be appreciated.