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Jenny712
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I need prayers please. I got recently diagnosed with mild Aspergers and a mild learning disability concerning math and numbers so now finally I'll get the help I need. So the paperwork came which I signed and mailed off and what I liked was the Rehab paid for the postage so I didn't have to. Thing of it was is I came to pick up the paperwork to sign and mail off and my Mom's eyes went wide and she panicked and yelled at me that I'm not mailing it today. She did not ask or anything like that just basically commanded and demanded that I won't mail it today. But I went ahead and did it anyway because I need the help and I've been waiting for this help a long time and it's a blessing and I'm gonna take it. But when I got home my Mom told me I had been arrogant and disrespectful to her and that she deserved better treatment. The way I saw it is I just got something I had to mail to get help I need and mailed it. So the prayers for that are for when appointments come that GOD help me to get to and from each appointment without any hindrance whatsoever. My family holds over my head that if I go against them they'll take away Church, Celebrate Recovery, and Bible study away from me so please pray that GOD will block them from ever being able to do that. My family holds my brother over my head; he has severe autism and has the mind of 5 and always needs watching and constant care and it's not a problem but my brother can't be left alone he can't take care of himself so they may just go out somewhere and say that I must stay home to watch my brother so that I can't go to the appointments I need to go to so please pray that GOD also blocks them from doing that as well. Also I need you all to please find a few prayer warriors and along with yourself pray some Spiritual warfare prayers as I sense Spiritual warfare happening and more to come and I don't mean just the everyday Spiritual warfare as it does happen every day for a Christian but I feel that GOD is gonna do something and I sense that Spiritual warfare like huge big icky powerful Spiritual warfare is about to happen so I need powerful Spiritual warfare prayers. Weird stuff has been going on. The past few nights I have kept having anxiety attacks right before I go to sleep and I feel a sudden distance from GOD and since I'm tired at the time I find it hard to concentrate to even pray even a word to even just say "help" cause I'm tired so I end up panicking instead and I wake up in the middle of the night feeling distance from GOD and feeling He is mad at me for something or sometimes in the night I'll feel really emotional. But when I wake up for the day I feel fine and close with GOD and I know He loves me it's just at night there's a struggle going on. My sister told me that before she fell asleep last night she saw a white face she said it looked like a mask. My sister also today had a very severe panic attack and she could feel pressure on her chest and neck and head and even in her ears and she said she felt like her head would explode. My Mom is being tempted again to start smoking she quit and hasn't smoked or even wanted to in about a year I think but now suddenly out of the blue she feels temptation to smoke again. And again I do sense something going on and also something about to happen so again I ask for powerful Spiritual warfare prayers and not just once but if you all could gather with a few prayer warriors a few times over the next few weeks or so I would really appreciate it please.
