Alatsulya
Disciple of Prayer
I need prayers for myself. Recently, because of my foul mouth I brought my parents, siblings and families into the pit of shame. They were pointed fingers because of me. I was warned too, I went camping, nothing really affected me. I ignored God callings. And now because of me my sickly cousin go abused by her family and she is no longer allowed to study. The whole town is filled with my tainted name and the family I lead to it's downfall. It all happened because I trusted my friend whom I considered as a best friend too much, more than my own blood. But my friend twisted the whole story in which she appeared like an innocent taking no name of her part. I admit I am guilty of my sins and that I started it. Because of this guilt I can no longer face my family. My own mother told me she hates my face and would like to not see it again. I felt like my whole existence is a mistake and tried to take my own life. I need prayers alot actually, for my friend's family so that one day they can see the truth and for me to not not talk too much again. Even though I knew all along that it is a sin to talk too much I did it again and again until it led to this whole fiasco. Please pray for me to change, and not turn back towards God again, and to move on with life, but this time with Him. I would like prayers for my cousins too who are now in a situation where they no longer feel like taking my name. Afraid of their parents as their past mistakes are being brought up again just because of me. Please pray for us, and I need new light in my academic light so that I can make my family proud of me again and not feel like a burden again. Thankyou