Bentavin
Prayer Partner
I need prayer Prayer warriors. At times like now I don't feel like I'm beautiful and I'm still single. My phone is quiet nowadays minus the spam calls I get. I have tried to reason with my Ex that was seriously injured in a motorcycle accident (when it comes to a relationship) I am unsure whom he is seeing and what he is doing b/c we live over 1,000mi away from each other so we are def. separated by distance I wouldn't mind getting back together but I feel as though he doesn't feel the same way. I know there will always be Love there. On the other hand I like my other guyfriend who does not live too far away from me we are also separated by distance and our schedules. He has not got divorced yet and his wife just had lipo surgery so he's having to be around her more then he would like right now so that they can parent their kids during/post her surgery. I still don't know which direction to go or if I should just give up all together so that God can bless me with anew. I'm just unsure what God is trying to do. I have asked him to prepare for the situation he is trying to put me in. I have also asked him to keep or remove my crushes if their not for me which I know they are but given the circumstances nothing is happening right now. I know that God will never leave me nor forsake me but I don't always feel his presence or I feel like I strained my personal relationship with him and I'm working hard to get it back to where I would know what he would want me to do and right now I am just completely lost. I never expected to be single this long. Thank you and God Bless You