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I need prayer. I have fibromyalgia, a condition caused by a birth defect I have called spinal stenosis. I also have psoriatic arthritis which is extremely painful.
Money has been a huge issue for my cheating husband, but I've been waiting two years? I've been waiting to save him money, and now he's spending $500 for a new washer and $400 on the dog a few months ago? That would've pretty much covered the cost of the denture I'm going to need?
My oral surgeon is great, but it's going to be expensive. I just don't understand why he keeps spending all this money, when he's known for an entire year, that I needed this done? $500 for a wash machine that we really didn't quite need yet? We've had a few issues with the old one, but for crying out loud, I guess getting his clothes clean is more important than saving his wife's life? My doctor has warned me several times that this infection problem could kill me due to the type of treatment I would have to go through. One of them is an infusion of Methotrexate. It's A CHEMO DRUG! It kills every cell in your body, and you have to try to fight it! I'm not going to live if I have to go through that?
He told me in May 2008, when I begged to reconcile, he moved me back in all by himself, lock stock and barrell. He promised to pay my bills because I couldn't work due to the severe back pain from my spine, and then yelled, "Just drop the garnishments," so I did. Then he refused to pay my bills!
How dumb am I though? He never wanted to re-hang our wedding pic, and didn't even want to bring it in from outside in the shed where he had put it when I moved out?
15 months later, he admitted he had a girlfriend. Then I heard her in the other room with him having sex! I cried myself to sleep that night. I didn't know she would be here? Now, if he doesn't tell me before hand, I go crazy screaming!
I have no friends. The last friend I had, we had a big disagreement over a baby in the womb, and how young women are not aware of the fact that iti is? She called everyone, including me, my Pastor, who I'e known for 22 years and the Director of the Crisis Pregnancy Center, STUPID!" I said, "That's it. I'm done. Have a nice life! Bye!"
I know I have to have a better friend to talk to out there somewhere? Jesus is always there but I'm still very lonely? I'm just very frustrated and angry that my husband is going about things this way? He could've taken care of it, but I haven't been able to push. I've been trying not to cause him more expense, but they have to go so I can get the treatment that will hopefully put my PA in remission, and he goes out and buys a $500 dollar washnig machine, when we're several months behind on rent to his dad?
Can anyone tell me, "what is wrong with this picture?" I feel like I'm completely hated!
Please pray that God's will is done in my life. Whatever that may be? Thank you and God Bless. Thanks for letting me vent. It was saying it here, or sending someone an email abou tit? Thanks for listening. God Bless you all!
It took me awhile, but I finally figured out why? He was still cheating! He admitted to me 15 months later that he was cheating the whole time I was living here!
Now he's with some other lady, who doesn't look like the last one at all! She was tall, had poufy blonde hair, and this super tiny thing has mousy brown hair? Different woman!
Money has been a huge issue for my cheating husband, but I've been waiting two years? I've been waiting to save him money, and now he's spending $500 for a new washer and $400 on the dog a few months ago? That would've pretty much covered the cost of the denture I'm going to need?
My oral surgeon is great, but it's going to be expensive. I just don't understand why he keeps spending all this money, when he's known for an entire year, that I needed this done? $500 for a wash machine that we really didn't quite need yet? We've had a few issues with the old one, but for crying out loud, I guess getting his clothes clean is more important than saving his wife's life? My doctor has warned me several times that this infection problem could kill me due to the type of treatment I would have to go through. One of them is an infusion of Methotrexate. It's A CHEMO DRUG! It kills every cell in your body, and you have to try to fight it! I'm not going to live if I have to go through that?
He told me in May 2008, when I begged to reconcile, he moved me back in all by himself, lock stock and barrell. He promised to pay my bills because I couldn't work due to the severe back pain from my spine, and then yelled, "Just drop the garnishments," so I did. Then he refused to pay my bills!
How dumb am I though? He never wanted to re-hang our wedding pic, and didn't even want to bring it in from outside in the shed where he had put it when I moved out?
15 months later, he admitted he had a girlfriend. Then I heard her in the other room with him having sex! I cried myself to sleep that night. I didn't know she would be here? Now, if he doesn't tell me before hand, I go crazy screaming!
I have no friends. The last friend I had, we had a big disagreement over a baby in the womb, and how young women are not aware of the fact that iti is? She called everyone, including me, my Pastor, who I'e known for 22 years and the Director of the Crisis Pregnancy Center, STUPID!" I said, "That's it. I'm done. Have a nice life! Bye!"
I know I have to have a better friend to talk to out there somewhere? Jesus is always there but I'm still very lonely? I'm just very frustrated and angry that my husband is going about things this way? He could've taken care of it, but I haven't been able to push. I've been trying not to cause him more expense, but they have to go so I can get the treatment that will hopefully put my PA in remission, and he goes out and buys a $500 dollar washnig machine, when we're several months behind on rent to his dad?
Can anyone tell me, "what is wrong with this picture?" I feel like I'm completely hated!
Please pray that God's will is done in my life. Whatever that may be? Thank you and God Bless. Thanks for letting me vent. It was saying it here, or sending someone an email abou tit? Thanks for listening. God Bless you all!
It took me awhile, but I finally figured out why? He was still cheating! He admitted to me 15 months later that he was cheating the whole time I was living here!
Now he's with some other lady, who doesn't look like the last one at all! She was tall, had poufy blonde hair, and this super tiny thing has mousy brown hair? Different woman!
