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mom2kids
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I need prayer. I am a saved christian yet I feel like God has left me. I ask God for help and none comes. I am grateful for my 2 kids and my husband. It seems like my life is one big mess. We have had financial problems from day one. We filed bankruptcy 7 years ago and are no better off today than we were then because my husband took a job 2 years ago that has put us back in the poor house. We have bad insurance through this employer and have met our 4000.00 deductible TWICE. We are so far in debt. We have no money to spare. My work is part-time and no benefits. I feel like I can't go on another day bearing this burden of having no money. By no money I mean NO money. I had to borrow 10.00 today to get my son's antibiotics. We pay our bills and then we are completely broke. Christmas has been a nightmare since day one. We buy the kids what we can but last year my parents had to pay for christmas for everybody. Not once have me and my husband bought each other a present. (I know that's not the true meaning of Christmas--just an example). We have bad credit. We are wanting to try and sell our house to get something cheaper but they tell us we won't get a good interest rate so it would not be a good move. We have high interest on our car. My husband drives a beater with over 200,000 miles. The kids are burdened. How did my life end up this way ? We try not to do anything extravagent. Our house is very modest already. Life is no fun without anything in the bank. We are broke and the wolves are at the door ready to eat us up. God, where are you ? Can you help us ? Do you still love me ?