I need prayer for myself!!!! God has blessed me with

[Johnsstarry sky]

I need prayer for myself!!!! God has blessed me with many answered prayers this year, from getting my beautiful four legged angel Copius through her surgeries and making sure she doesnt have cancer, to helping my Mom come through her hospital stays, and I've thanked him over and over and over again!!! But today, I screamed out bloody murder to God!!! I told him if you dont take me out of this world I will do it myself because I'm sick of everything that keeps happening in my life!!!! I have asked for others to pray with me for a job!!!! I cant even get a job that pays a lousy $8.25 a hour!!!! I've asked others to pray with me to find a new apt home, one that we can afford to get out of the expenses of the one we live at now!!!! Two weeks ago i went in for interview for a lousey $8.25 a hour and dint even get that job that was only 12 hours a week!!!! Today I received a phone call that we were denied acceptance for a lousey Manufactured home rental which would of been so much less then what we pay now!!!! I've been sick myself, and started strong meds today and I asked my mother to let me sleep and shes getting worse and worse and worse thinking I need to be there every single minute of the day!!!! Went out to get us all something to eat and turned the corner and my Pop went fyling accross the car and I lost it!!!!! I kicked the car and I screamed to God will you just let me Die for once!!!! Last week I took my egagement ring and wedding ring and the engagement ring of my partner of Nineteen years and flushed them down the toilet!!!! I got out of the car last week in the middle of a busy road and told my partner to go to hell and that I would walk home, and I did in 115 degree weather!!!! Told him I'm done with our lives together!!!! Today I told my elderly Mother that I'm sick of her and I dont care what God says!!!!! I just wished that I wasnt raised in a religious like family and taught right from wrong!!!! I would take a knife so fast and slice my wrist and throat and laugh as I bleed to death!!!! The only thing that kkeeps me from doing that is knowing that it would be wrong and that I would never get to see my fourlegged kids ever again in Heaven, and thats where I want to be in the worse way!!!! I want to be with them in a place where I finally feel love and peace!!!! I'm so angry, so angry, so angry, I want God to know that I love him and thank him so much for what hes done for me, but at the same time I'm over this life and I just want to be set free!!!!!

 

[bbrusseau]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Brother James]

Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you
 
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me
 
Let Us Pray:  God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You.  I long for a more intimate relationship with You.  God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8).  Show me how to draw closer to You.   Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life.  Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life.  God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7).  I confess, I will take no thought for my life.   I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34).  I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily.  Thank You Jesus for Your Promises!  Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3).  Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus.  God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site.  Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus,  my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
 
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen. 

 

[The Encourager]

May Jehovah, the only true and living God, in His Son’s Jesus Christ’s name bless you with the desires of your heart that is the will of God. Continue to pray (don’t stop praying), trust and thank God for answering your prayers in God’s timing.

Let’s Pray: God I ask You in Jesus’ name, that You bless all those I love and care about (including myself), with the desires of our hearts that is the will of God for each of our lives. May we each prosper, be in excellent health, and cause our souls to prosper in the Word and ways of God. Protect and keep us safe from all evil, hurt, harm, and danger. Bless us to fulfill our God destiny. God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, do the same for the writer of the prayer. God take good care of all of us. Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen.

 

[meenaaccs]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Nineteen51]

The Lord will fight for you, and you shall hold your peace. Exodus 14:14

 

[RICHARD22]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[marielise]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[In the need]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[hostadmin]

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