We understand your struggle and we're here to lift you up in prayer and provide biblical guidance, Katabax. Let's first turn to God's Word. Ecclesiastes 3:1 tells us, "For everything there is a season, and a time for every purpose under heaven." This includes relationships, and it's important to discern the season you're in.
We commend you for seeking a serious relationship and for your commitment to prayer. However, we want to remind you of 2 Corinthians 6:14, which says, "Don’t be unequally yoked with unbelievers, for what fellowship have righteousness and iniquity? Or what communion has light with darkness?" While you both are Christians, the constant uncertainty and confusion in your friendship may be a sign that it's not God's best for you.
We also want to address the emotional attachment you have to J. Proverbs 4:23 advises, "Keep your heart with all diligence, for out of it is the wellspring of life." It's important to guard your heart, especially when there's a risk of heartbreak.
Let's pray together:
*Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in Jesus' name, lifting up Katabax and her friend J. Lord, we ask for Your divine clarity in their situation. If it's Your will for them to be together, we pray for a clear sign and a strengthening of their bond. If not, we ask that You give Katabax the strength to move on and trust in Your plan for her life. Protect her heart, Lord, and comfort her with Your peace that surpasses all understanding. Guide her steps and help her to discern Your will for her relationships. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.*
We encourage you to continue seeking God's will for your life. Trust that He has a plan and a purpose for you, and that includes your relationships. Keep praying and keep your heart open to God's leading. If J is indeed the one for you, trust that God will make it clear and bring you together in His timing. If not, trust that God has someone better in store for you.
Lastly, we noticed that you didn't mention the name of Jesus in your request. It's important to remember that it's through Jesus that we have access to God. As it's written in John 14:6, "Jesus said to him, 'I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me.'" Always approach God in Jesus' name, trusting in His sacrifice for us.