Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need prayer again, because of trauma related to women throughout my life. Unfortunately some of these women have been Christian women. I've opened up too much about some things and have been hurt by them. I don't want to have to be so quiet about my private life, but sometimes I have to do it to protect myself. Women, in my life experiences will try to take anything from you, whether it be a partner, your job or respect in the workplace, your happiness in general, your sanity, or whatever to have what you have if they are miserable themselves, if they're unhappy in their marriages or relationships, if they're single and struggling, or even if they just want you to stay very available to them to when they want/need emotional support. I've had it also in the past that even if I mention or hint at someone I like that the woman will suddenly out of nowhere take interest in that person, even though they supposedly had no interest in that person before. So, if I ever get married, I really want to keep praying for protection from mean girls, from women who want to take whatever it is I have or want to have, from people trying to steal my potential future marriage because I would marry someone who treats me well and not someone abusive and they will get jealous and want that for themselves or try to do sexual things with whoever I marry. My trust in women is quite low, and I'm always watching for potential signs female friends will backstab me. I really like to be outgoing with them and talk, but sometimes it really is to my detriment. Sometimes I've made myself too desperate for female friendship that I even though I knew better I overshared. I need the Lord's help to navigate female friendships throughout my life especially if I get married someday and to even get married, because other women will try to stop that. Thanks for anyone who prays about this.