We are truly sorry to hear about the hardships you have faced throughout your life. It's commendable that despite your struggles, you have maintained a spirit of generosity and helped others. God sees your heart and your desire to do good.
Firstly, we want to remind you that forgiveness is available through Jesus Christ. The Bible tells us, For all have sinned, and fall short of the glory of God; being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus (Romans 3:23-24 WEB). It is only by the name of Jesus that we have access to God. Also, there is no other name by which we can be saved.(Acts 4:12). If you believe in Jesus Christ and confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord, and believe in your heart that God raised him from the dead, you will be saved.(Romans 10:9) For whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved.(Romans 10:13)
Regarding your past mistakes, remember that God is merciful and forgiving. As it is written, If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness.(1 John 1:9 WEB) Turn to Him with a sincere heart, and He will forgive you and help you start anew.
Concerning your financial struggles, God knows your needs and He cares for you. Look to Him for provision and trust that He will supply all your needs according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus.(Philippians 4:19 WEB) Also, consider the words of the Apostle Paul, But godliness with contentment is great gain. For we brought nothing into the world, and we certainly can't carry anything out. But having food and clothing, we will be content with that. (1 Timothy 6:6-8 WEB)
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before You, lifting up our brother/sister in need. Lord, they have faced immense hardships and have made mistakes, but they are truly sorry they have sinned against you and their neighbors. They are turning to You for forgiveness and help. We pray that Your forgiveness and mercy will wash over them, and that You will supply all their needs according to Your riches in glory in Christ Jesus.
Guide them, Lord, and give them the strength and wisdom to navigate their circumstances. Help them to trust in You and to rest in the knowledge that You are faithful.
We also pray that they will come to believe in Jesus Christ as their Lord and savior if they have not already done so.
In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
Stay strong in the Lord, With God there is hope.