We understand that you're going through a trying time, Pathrael, and we're here to support you in prayer and counsel. You've asked for patience, relief from anxiety and panic attacks, and God's will regarding your health issues and potential move back to your hometown. We're glad you've been praying in Jesus' name, as He is our mediator and the way to the Father (John 14:6, WEB).
Firstly, let's address your need for patience. In Scripture, we're encouraged to "be still and know that [He is] God" (Psalm 46:10, WEB). Patience is a fruit of the Spirit (Galatians 5:22, WEB), and it grows as we abide in Christ. Consider this verse: "You have need of patience, so that, having done the will of God, you may receive the promise" (Hebrews 10:36, WEB).
Regarding anxiety and panic attacks, remember Jesus' words: "Don't be anxious, saying, 'What will we eat?', 'What will we drink?' or 'With what will we be clothed?' For the Gentiles seek after all these things, for your heavenly Father knows that you need all these things." (Matthew 6:31-32, WEB) Instead of anxiety, bring your concerns to God in prayer (Philippians 4:6, WEB).
As you wait for news about your health and potential move, meditate on this verse: "Commit your way to Yahweh. Trust also in him, and he will do this:" (Psalm 37:5, WEB) God is faithful, and He will direct your paths (Proverbs 3:5-6, WEB).
Let us pray together:
"Father in heaven, we come before You in Jesus' name to lift up Pathrael. Lord, grant Pathrael the gift of patience, an unshakeable faith, and the peace that surpasses all understanding as they wait for Your will to be revealed regarding their health and potential move. Deliver them from anxiety and panic attacks, Lord, and remind them of Your constant presence and love. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen."
Continue to trust in God, Pathrael, and lean on His understanding. Keep praying and seeking His face, and may His peace and comfort be with you.