i am extremely tired and i always am in soo much physical pain
because i never sleep and i am always in much emotional distress...
Because my living situation has been soo
stressful for soo long now
i became very sick in ways i would have
never thought possible...
when you do not feel safe where you live
you will lose your very mind
i truly believe
that is what happened to me...
and
i am not the same person i used to be...
i am a destroyed person
in every area of my life
this makes me soo sad
and inconsolable
because i do not feel this gives any glory to God and i blame myself because my faith
used to be soo strong...
i want to be well again...
i want to be whole again
i want to be me again...
not what i have become from a trial that
was too hard for too long...
i ask for only this now
a peaceful and safe place to call home
where it is quiet and tranquil...
and someone who is
strong and kind that stays by my side
without a safe place to call home
and someone to love
life is not worth living...
Please God...send the help i need
and provide what i am helpless
and in my human-ness soo powerless
to make happen or make right...
Heal Me Please Oh Lord...
You know what i need
please provide it for me...
i ask this always in The Name Of Jesus...
amen.
because i never sleep and i am always in much emotional distress...
Because my living situation has been soo
stressful for soo long now
i became very sick in ways i would have
never thought possible...
when you do not feel safe where you live
you will lose your very mind
i truly believe
that is what happened to me...
and
i am not the same person i used to be...
i am a destroyed person
in every area of my life
this makes me soo sad
and inconsolable
because i do not feel this gives any glory to God and i blame myself because my faith
used to be soo strong...
i want to be well again...
i want to be whole again
i want to be me again...
not what i have become from a trial that
was too hard for too long...
i ask for only this now
a peaceful and safe place to call home
where it is quiet and tranquil...
and someone who is
strong and kind that stays by my side
without a safe place to call home
and someone to love
life is not worth living...
Please God...send the help i need
and provide what i am helpless
and in my human-ness soo powerless
to make happen or make right...
Heal Me Please Oh Lord...
You know what i need
please provide it for me...
i ask this always in The Name Of Jesus...
amen.
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