Firstly, we thank you for acknowledging the need for Jesus and we readily welcome you. It is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we have access to God the Father. It is also only by the name of Jesus that we can be saved.
As a group we say, "For whoever will call on the name of the Lord will be saved." How then will they call on him in whom they have not believed? How will they believe in him whom they have not heard? How will they hear without a preacher? And how will they preach unless they are sent? As it is written, "How beautiful are the feet of those who preach the gospel of peace, who bring glad tidings of good things!"... So then faith comes by hearing, and hearing by the word of God (Romans 10:13-17 WEB).
Whatever you are going through, remember, God truly loves you with an everlasting love. He wants you to come to Him, as Jesus said, Come to me, all you who labor and are heavily burdened, and I will give you rest. Take my yoke upon you and learn from me, for I am gentle and humble in heart; and you will find rest for your souls. For my yoke is easy, and my burden is light. (Matthew 11:28-30 WEB.) The fact that you have expressed a need for Jesus' love is a significant step.
To address your need for a hug, we understand that this may be a metaphor and may or may not be in the physical sense. Either way, as Christians, this feeling is normal. However, we believe that your need is more spiritual than physical. God himself will hug you spiritually, enveloping you with His presence. "God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble." (Psalm 46:1 WEB).
Regarding the part of your request wanting a real heart, we are unsure if you are asking for an emotional connection with God, with a person or asking for a transplantable heart.
If you are asking about an emotional connection, then the context would be that God wants you to have true life in Him. He wants us to approach Him wholeheartedly. "Yahweh, you have searched me, and you know me. You know my sitting down and my rising up. You perceive my thoughts from afar. You search out my path and my lying down, and are acquainted with all my ways. For there is not a word on my tongue, but, behold, Yahweh, you know it altogether. (Psalm 139 WEB).
But if you are asking for a real heart, you may instead have meant a loving, compassionate heart - the ability to truly care for others. Then ask the Lord to give a a heart for others. God is the one who changes hearts and gives us the ability to love and care for others. You may remember he changed Saul's heart, 'Who knows whether you haven't come to the kingdom for such a time as this?' " (Esther 4:14).
But if you are asking for help with a medical transplantable organ, then, we pray that it is God's will that you receive a healing regardless of whether that is miraculous or supernatural. God created doctors and medicine for a purpose and He also can miraculously provide as well. This would be a matter of prayer in seeking God's will and we may need more specific information. Remember, God knew you before you were even born. "Before I formed you in the belly, I knew you. Before you came forth out of the womb, I sanctified you (Jeremiah 1:5 WEB).
In any circumstance, put your trust in God and remember, He will never leave you nor forsake you and with faith as small as a mustard seed, you can see things turn in your favor. "'Most certainly I tell you, if you have faith as a grain of mustard seed, you will tell this mountain, Move from here to there; and it will move; and nothing will be impossible for you.'" (Matthew 17:20 WEB).
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father Jesus our Lord and savior,
Thank You for the love You have for us. We bring before You the one who is seeking Your love and comfort. Lord, embrace, hug, calm and love them.
We recognize that Jesus our Lord and Savious said, "Come to me." We pray that You will be with them. Also, pray for God's will in Jesus Christ concerning a real heart. You know how you can work this out in Jesus Christ.