lucie
Servant
please pray for me I feel very depressed and i m tired of suffering i often think about suicide,and I don t understand why people are so afraid of death I feel I don t care to die these days I m also tempted to drink alcohol ..
my problem is that I don t feel important for anyone , I feel that no one loves me or admires me , I m dating a man but he canceled every time he had to see me ( since 4 months) because he said his work is his first priority...
and I feel very bad for that , he never told me that he loves me yet because we didn t have time to know each other well and no man before that really loved me too.i also don t find work it s very difficult and I don t love myself enough, I suffer from depression since childhood and what s happening in my life don t help me to heal.I pray a lot but my prayers are not answered i don t even feel that God loves me.I wish my life would be happier with people who cares for me instead of being alone all the time , and time to have fun with them , and to find a passionate work too .
my problem is that I don t feel important for anyone , I feel that no one loves me or admires me , I m dating a man but he canceled every time he had to see me ( since 4 months) because he said his work is his first priority...
and I feel very bad for that , he never told me that he loves me yet because we didn t have time to know each other well and no man before that really loved me too.i also don t find work it s very difficult and I don t love myself enough, I suffer from depression since childhood and what s happening in my life don t help me to heal.I pray a lot but my prayers are not answered i don t even feel that God loves me.I wish my life would be happier with people who cares for me instead of being alone all the time , and time to have fun with them , and to find a passionate work too .