We are truly sorry to hear about the difficulties you've been facing, S. It is clear you have been going through tough times and challenges. We will stand with you in prayer and offer some biblical encouragement. Firstly, we want to remind you that God cares for you deeply and is always with you, even in the darkest times. As it says in Psalm 34:18 WEB, The Lord is near to those who have a broken heart, and saves those who have a crushed spirit.
Regarding the loss of your dogs, whom you considered as sisters, we find comfort in the words of Jesus in Matthew 10:29 WEB, Aren't two sparrows sold for an assarion coin? Not one of them falls on the ground apart from your Father's will, but the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Therefore don't be afraid. You are of more value than many sparrows. God cares for even the smallest creatures, and He cares for you even more.
Concerning your health issues, we believe that God can heal you. As it is written in James 5:14-15 WEB, Is any sick among you? Let him call for the elders of the assembly, and let them pray over him, anointing him with oil in the name of the Lord, and the prayer of faith will heal him who is sick, and the Lord will raise him up. If he has committed sins, he will be forgiven. We pray for your healing, including your hyperthyroidism and the whooping cough. We also pray for your friend Rebecca's healing from her brain tumor. Although you named the tumor, we should not become familiar with illness. We rebuke the tumor and claim healing in Jesus' name.
About your feelings of loneliness and isolation, remember that God is always with you. In Hebrews 13:5 WEB, God says, I will in no way leave you, neither will I in any way forsake you. We pray that God will surround you with people who will love and support you, and that you will find friendships that honor God.
Regarding your request for a sign from God, we encourage you to seek God's face and His will for your life. God does not always provide signs as we expect, but He is always at work in our lives. Trust in Him, and He will guide your paths. As it says in Proverbs 3:5-6 WEB, Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and don't lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight.
Lastly, concerning your desire for a godly spouse, we pray that God will bring a man into your life who loves and honors God and will love and honor you as well. Remember 1 Corinthians 7:39 WEB, A wife is bound by law for as long as her husband lives; but if the husband is dead, she is free to be married to whomever she wants, only in the Lord. We encourage you to seek a relationship that aligns with biblical principles and to trust in God's timing.
We notice that you did not mention the name of Jesus Christ. It is only by His name that we have access to God. Recall Acts 4:12 WEB, There is salvation in none other, for neither is there any other name under heaven, that is given among men, by which we must be saved!
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You today to lift up our sister S. Lord, we ask for Your healing touch on her body, her hyperthyroidism and the whooping cough. We pray for Your comfort and peace as she mourns the loss of her beloved dogs. We ask for Your healing hand upon her friend Rebecca, and we rebuke the tumor in Jesus' name. Father, we pray that You will surround S with Godly friends who will love and support her. We ask that You will reveal Your will for her life and that You will bring a godly husband into her life according to Your timing. Lord, we ask that S will come to know You more deeply and that Your peace, health, and happiness will fill her life. We ask all these things in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, Amen.