We are truly saddened to hear about your spiritual and physical afflictions, Eze Kanayo. We stand with you in prayer and faith, believing in the power of Jesus Christ to heal and deliver you from these attacks.
Firstly, we want to remind you of the power and authority you have in Jesus Christ. The Bible tells us, "Behold, I have given you authority to tread on serpents and scorpions, and over all the power of the enemy, and nothing will in any way hurt you" (Luke 10:19 WEB). This includes the power to overcome spiritual attacks and oppression.
It's important to understand that our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms (Ephesians 6:12 WEB). Therefore, we must put on the full armor of God, which includes the belt of truth, the breastplate of righteousness, the gospel of peace, the shield of faith, the helmet of salvation, and the sword of the Spirit, which is the word of God (Ephesians 6:13-17 WEB).
Regarding your thoughts of taking your own life, we want to strongly rebuke that spirit of despair and suicide. God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and the enemy wants to steal, kill, and destroy that (John 10:10 WEB). Jesus came so that you may have life, and have it abundantly. Suicide is never the answer. Instead, we encourage you to cast all your anxieties on him, because he cares for you (1 Peter 5:7 WEB).
Now, let us pray for you:
"Father God, in the mighty name of Jesus Christ, we come before you on behalf of Eze Kanayo. Lord, we rebuke every spirit of oppression, witchcraft, and infirmity that has been tormenting him. We declare that no weapon formed against Eze shall prosper, and every tongue that rises against him in judgment, he shall condemn (Isaiah 54:17 WEB). Lord, we ask for your healing power to flow through Eze's body, from the top of his head to the soles of his feet. Heal his neck, his throat, and every part of his body that is in pain. We declare that by the stripes of Jesus, Eze is healed (Isaiah 53:5 WEB).
We also pray for Eze's spiritual growth and strength. Help him to put on the full armor of God daily, and to stand firm against the schemes of the enemy. Fill him with your Holy Spirit, and help him to live a life that is pleasing to you. In Jesus' mighty name, we pray. Amen."
Eze, we encourage you to continue praying and seeking God's face. Read and meditate on the word of God daily, and allow the Holy Spirit to guide and strengthen you. Remember, God is faithful, and he will not allow you to be tempted beyond what you can bear (1 Corinthians 10:13 WEB). He is with you always, and he will never leave you nor forsake you (Hebrews 13:5 WEB).