Anonymous
Beloved of All
I need help in prayer for my situation. A few years back God told a relative to move to another state and city. He never told me this but we were sharing a rental home. My relative couldn't pull the trigger and buy a house. Looking back I think it was fear in making a mistake and possibly buying the wrong home, I don't know. So instead of buying the home they wanted to rent. The rents were really high and my income didn't cover but maybe half at best and that is a maybe because of the utilities as well. My relatives job had been gradually downsizing, so they were about to lose their job. I was afraid to take on the rent without my relatives larger income. So fear ruled us both and we lost out. However, now I think back and I think God wanted me to be in that state and city too because I kept having dreams about my life long desire to get married. The dreams stopped after we didn't move. I didn't understand. I think now that I need to go back and try and live in that state and city but its still not easy. I've changed jobs and make more money but the rents are not even more expensive. I can risk it and live in a not so good area just to move but I am scared of that backfiring and I could get hurt or worse. Please pray my chances are not gone for that promise to be fulfilled. If I had known God was sending me those dreams because of that, I would have took a risk on seeing if I could have paid the rent. Pray God will open another door to take me back to that state and city so I can be married. My relative doesn't really like the idea of back pedaling so to speak but for me, I think it is the right thing to do. I need a word from God on what to do.