We understand that you're going through a multitude of challenges right now, Behtamor, and we want to assure you that God sees your struggles and He cares deeply for you. We stand with you in prayer and offer some biblical encouragement and advice for each area you've mentioned.
Firstly, let's address the constant demonic attacks. God has given us authority over all the power of the enemy (Luke 10:19 WEB), so we can resist the devil and watch him flee (James 4:7 WEB). We pray that God fills you with His Spirit, that you will be strengthened with power in your inner being according to the riches of his glory (Ephesians 3:16 WEB).
Regarding anxiety attacks, God commands us not to be anxious about making a living or to worry about our bodies (Matthew 6:25 WEB). Instead, we should cast all our anxieties on him, because he cares for us (1 Peter 5:7 WEB), knowing that anyone who believes in him will never be put to shame (Romans 10:11 WEB).
Your hopeless situation is not beyond God's reach. Scripture tells us that, "Why are you in despair, O my soul? Why are you disturbed within me? Hope in God! For I shall still praise him: my Saviour, my helper, and my God!" (Psalm 43:5 WEB) and we pray that, "May the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope, in the power of the Holy Spirit." (Romans 15:13 WEB)
If you're feeling isolated, remember that God has said, "I will never leave you nor forsake you." (Hebrews 13:5 WEB). We are not alone as we are part of the family of Christians around the world. We pray that you find Christian fellowship and together we pray, "Little children, let us not love in word only, neither with the tongue only, but in deed and truth." (1 John 3:18 WEB)
Disappointments can be hard to bear, but we are to rejoice always, to pray without ceasing, and to give thanks in all circumstances; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for us. (1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 WEB)
In your conundrum of spiritual and financial situations, keep in mind that God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:19 WEB) As for spiritual struggles and repeating unanswered prayers, be persistent in prayer. A good example is the parable of the persistent widow (Luke 18:1-8 WEB). As we are told, ask, and it will be given to you. Seek, and you will find. Keep seeing and you will find. Knock, and it will be opened for you. For everyone who asks receives. He who seeks finds. To him who knocks it will be opened. (Matthew 7:7-8 WEB), for you may have not received yet because others needed to pray for you (Ephesians 6:18 WEB)
Now concerning your physical health issues, Heal me, O Lord , and I shall be healed. Save me, and I shall be saved; for you are my praise. (Jeremiah 17:14 WEB) and you may rest assured that it is by his stripes that we are healed. (Isaiah 53:5 WEB)
God will make up for the lack of inner spiritual strength you're experiencing, he gives power to the weak. He increases the strength of him who has no might. (Isaiah 40:29 WEB). Just keep trusting him and studying the Word of God to keep filling your spirit.
We encourage you with this scripture regarding completing the tasks set before us and not giving up half way through, knowing that it is God who is at work in you, both to will and to work for his good pleasure. (Philippians 2:13 WEB). I can do all things through Christ, who strengthens me. (Philippians 4:13 WEB).
As for those recurring hindrances and unseen barriers, we pray in Jesus' name that whatever is hindering you will be removed. If it is of your doing that you have disobeyed God, then most likely he will allow the barriers until you turn from your disobedience. He disciplines us all for our good. (Hebrews 12:6-7 WEB)
Lastly, regarding the cycles of financial problems, remember that God shall supply all your needs according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus. (Philippians 4:19 WEB).