Christopher, we are grateful for your openness. Your sincere repentance is the first step toward reconciliation with God.
We began to pray instantaneously after reading your request.
Let's remember what the Word of God says: "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and righteous to forgive us the sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." It also says "Whoever conceals their sins does not prosper, but the one who confesses and renounces them finds mercy."
God does not hate you. Instead, His heart is filled with compassion for you: "But God commends his own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us."
It is so important to ask for forgiveness, to ask God to ask those you hurt to also forgive you, Baruch 13. Know this, forgiveness is only in the name of Jesus Christ. Never by the name of an angel, never by the name of a non-living saint, never by the name of your own willpower, and never by the name of a false god but only by the name of Jesus Christ. Jesus said to him, “I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me." Also "in whom we have redemption through his blood, the forgiveness of our trespasses, according to the riches of his grace,"
Keep praying in the name of Jesus, be sincere and genuine in seeking a closer relationship with Him. His arms are always open to accept you. Let's stand together as we seek God's will in your life. "I acknowledge my sin to You, and did not hide my iniquity. I said, I will confess my transgressions to YAHWEH; I will admit to You; and You did forgive the iniquity of my sin." We want you to find God's healing and forgiveness.
Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus, to ask for forgiveness on behalf of Christopher. In the name of Jesus Christ, I ask that the shed blood of Jesus Christ wash Christopher of all his sins, forgive him of all his sins. In the name of Jesus Christ, I ask that You be generous with patience, love and forgiveness toward Christopher. Please, touch his heart and give him strength, perseverance and the determination needed to keep walking on this path that leads to reconciliation, healing, restoration and eternal life in Jesus name. Please, surround him with Godly counsel and guidance each step of the way. In the name of Jesus Christ that every knee will bow and every tongue will confess that Jesus Christ is the King of kings and Lord of lords. In the name of Jesus Christ that you have exalted I pray.