Theysee111
Disciple of Prayer
For 5 years i have been awakened from my slumber in 2020 i went through periods of depression in 2021 i had spiritual attacks in my sleep and home my husband started abusing me .. god revealed and woke me up to the truth in 2021 since then i have been under attacks mentally and psychically i have been in isolation to work on healing ive learned so much but the attacks wont stop my ex and i seperated and in 2022 i got pregnant post separation after 10 years since our daughters birth we never used protection we tried for baby 2 and nothing so we made peace with that. I took it as a sign that we were meant to stay together and i told him im ready i asked him to get his life together and lets try this again. After all he was the love of my life i still love him despite everything hes done … anyway long story short he went on to continue his single life i later found out he was seeing this girl older than him whom i suspected he had an affair with an later confirmed i saw them together while pregnant… this girl new of me the whole time anyway he was under her power feom that point on i saw him less n less so confused and lost in the brain fog. I never stopped loving him and he never left me alone he moved to texas withiut telling me in feb 2024 and in nov 2024 he came back to see us . Call me crazy but everytine he sees me i know he sees himself and whatever demon has a hold on him hates me but the love we had was real .. anyway he came back to hurt me and it backfired on him he exposed himself i chose my kids safety over his controlling ways and did what needed to be done to stay safe. The attacks feom his partner wont stop i refuse to let this have any power over my life im tired but fighting my love is there i dont feel complete i want my life back i want freedom whats missing i want to live still for once i want my body to feel safe im a single mom i raise 4 girls and 1 boy i want to be more present its hard i need healing i need to see whats holding me back or what demonic forces are affecting me i forgive them but what do i do plz im desperate and need prayers
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