Katabax
Disciple of Prayer
I (SP), need all the prayer I can get, for my broken, but healing family. I miss my daughter (NH) and her father (my newly ex partner,RH) so much and love them both deeply. Me and her father arenโt together anymore and still live apart because of very unfortunate circumstances from us fighting, and I admit Iโm mostly to blame. He agreed weโd try for a relationship/family again, only after we both get our mental health better and he also wants to get a car, a job, and for us to get custody back of our daughter. I am very appreciative that he does want to try to fix our family after we get better, but Iโm wanting to pray and ask god for a speedy recovery so that our family can be a real family again sooner rather than later, and hopefully while weโre still healing and trying to achieve our goals, so that we can also finally learn to stick by each otherโs sides, and stay loyal/faithful as a couple during tough times. I know god is an on time god, and my intentions are not to rush god, but I feel the need to still ask this of him because Iโve been in torturous pain from this for months. I donโt want her father to give up and lose desires for me and our family for as long as heโs still depressed with trauma. I need him to feel himself again and not hurt, and for us to get better for our family. I want his eyes and ears to only want to receive pure things that are not of any lust, negativity, or bad influences. He tends to use social media/the internet, to cope and spiral. Iโve been the same in the past, but have improved on it greatly, and only wish the same for him. I ask for forgiveness from god, for all my mistakes upon my relationship, and upon the man that I still deeply appreciate and love, and for letting my daughter down. I ask for forgiveness for breaking my promise to god, that I would stop arguing the first time, and I promise I wonโt break this new one. I promise to god, I finally learned my lesson to walk away from arguments and not start them, because they only cause foolish quarrels that lead to traumatizing damaging consequences. I truly realize how easily and quickly I can lose a blessing just by the extent of my words and actions. Thank you to everyone who prays about this for me. And Iโll be in agreement. In Jesus name we pray, Amen.
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