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Disciple of Prayer
I still think about him everyday. It honestly doesn’t even worry me that he has a girlfriend now. He started posting about her a week after our relationship. Doesn’t that seem a little .. weird? Knowing that he never really posted about me? Probably because he wants to show her off.. and she even looks like me.. he doesn’t sound over me lol but I could be wrong. I don’t know what I’m really asking for tho, Lord. I guess for him to text me so I can have closure or call me. I don’t know how I’d feel seeing his face in person. It’d hurt me to much or cause a good amount of anxiety. Or I don’t know Lord. I kinda jus want to stop thinking about him. I don’t think I’ll be able to trust him ever again tho. But I know he’ll come back to me someway. I feel it in my bones. Because even my ex before him came back to me even if it was just for a little. But right now I am jus going with the flow. But I really don’t know, its kinda hurting my heart although I’d never admit that to anyone out of this platform... Gosh I’m just trying to move on or something. Lord please help me, these thoughts keep being pondered over and I want to stop worrying. But I do want him to come back to me. Just so that we can talk and I can tell him how I feel.