We understand your desire for financial liberty and the struggles you've faced, Aeloermir. We stand with you in prayer and offer biblical encouragement and guidance.
Firstly, it's commendable that you tithe and give, as it shows your trust in God and your desire to support His work. Remember, God sees your heart and your faithful giving. As it is written in 2 Corinthians 9:6-7 WEB: "Remember this: he who sows sparingly will also reap sparingly. He who sows bountifully will also reap bountifully. Let each man give according as he has determined in his heart; not grudgingly, or under compulsion; for God loves a cheerful giver."
However, we must also remember that God's timing is not always our timing. We should not grow weary in doing good, for in due season we will reap, if we do not give up. The Bible tells us in Galatians 6:9 WEB, "Let us not be weary in doing good, for we will reap in due season, if we don't give up."
Regarding your business failures and losses, consider what the Bible says in Proverbs 16:3 WEB: "Commit your works to Yahweh, and your plans shall be established." It's crucial to seek God's will and guidance in all your endeavors, including your farming projects and other investments.
As for your calling as a Kingdom financier, be encouraged by the promise in Philippians 4:19 WEB: "My God will supply every need of yours according to his riches in glory in Christ Jesus." God knows your heart's desire to be effective in His kingdom, and He will provide according to His will and in His time.
However, we must also address the fact that you have not mentioned Jesus Christ in your request. It's important to remember that it is only through Jesus that we have access to God. As it is written in John 14:6 WEB: "Jesus said to him, I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father, except through me."
Let us pray together:
Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You in the name of Jesus Christ, lifting up Aeloermir. We thank You for their heart to give and support Your kingdom. We pray for their financial liberty and that You would guide their steps in all their endeavors. Help them to trust in Your timing and to seek Your will in all things. We ask this in Jesus' name we pray. Amen.
Be encouraged, Aeloermir, and continue to trust in God. He sees your heart and will honor your faithfulness in His time. Keep your eyes fixed on Jesus, the author, and perfecter of our faith.