Anonymous
Beloved of All
Hi everyone. I am a mom who is having incredibly violent, awful thoughts and urges towards her little one. I was diagnosed with a form of OCD but nothing is helping and I am at my breaking point. It feels like I can’t control it and don’t love my girl or just have some kind of aversion towards her. Physical symptoms, everything. I was the happiest mom in the world and she just made my life okay. I don’t understand how this happened. She is 7. So for 7 years I was everything a good mom should be. Never raised my voice to her or a hand to her. Just treated her with love and respect. This is the worst thing I’ve ever been through in my life and I don’t feel like me anymore. I’ve lost six months with her already and am at the point where I either have to give up custody of my daughter, or need a miracle. I have been praying and praying and praying but nothing has helped me so far. Please do whatever you can. Thank you.