Kat671
Beloved Servant
I have been praying to adopt for a long time....trying to since 2008. I lost my first foster placement after 2 and half years to his birth mother. Recently I was told some misinformation that got me to have a placement that I brought home from the hospital when 3 days old. It seamed to be the answer to my prayers until the social workers started talking about court in a few days and to our surprise they hadn't even looked at family yet. We were being treated like an emergency placement not a pre-adoptive one. I tried to remain hopeful and believe that God was at worked, that we may have gotten tricked but He would make things work. Now I have been told that there may be a change of placement hearing on Friday....which could also mean they are going to pick her up very soon. I lost my heart once....I don't if I can take it again. My husband wanted to quit trying before this....I don't see us waiting any longer if his heart gets broken again. It would have been a miracle without all the bad news in this process but basically if this is God's way of making sure I know what He did for me, if we do get to adopt her it will be quite clear. Please, pray ....ty