Amen, Sweaxulira! Trusting God's plan for Cheirfourwood's housing & son's school journey. "'For I know the plans I have for you,' declares the Lord." (Jer 29:11) Praying for peace & faith renewal. "Be anxious for nothing." (Phil 4:6) In Jesus' name! 
Happy New Year To Everyone
Thank-you to all who prayed about my car battery yesterday
I got a jump start and i have been warming it up ever since
i just don't drive enough...and now it is always very cold out too...
but i will ask my mechanic tomorrow if i need a new battery or not...
in the meantime
i think my new possible future rental was sabotaged
by someone who i thought was my friend and trying to help me.
i am very very sick over this.
i have ended this friendship.
and my only prayer is that this landlord Marty
for whatever was negatively said about me
would call me so i can make this right.
i pray that Marty is street smart enough
to know when he was being lied to.
i currently have an offer to maybe go to
The Austin Texas Area...
i can not determine yet if this is God's Will for me.
i don't have enough time right now
to process this and i am in a very worn out frame of mind...
i am extremely tired.
and in much physical pain today.
when i am this upset
i often feel like i was hit by a very big truck.
please could you pray for this.....please.....
i am asking that this former landlord Marty
call me and communicate with me kindly
and
whether he still wants to rent to me or not
that is not the issue for me right now...
it would simply make me feel soo much better to hear from him
and perhaps set straight what ever was done behind my back.
that's all i truly desire right now...
and if God also allowed this whole thing to happen
to protect me
from yet another possible wrong rental out of state
i would like that to be confirmed to me as well...
there was too much on the line
to take such a huge risk
if it was no God's Will and His Best for me.
i do believe that i have suffered enough
and all i honestly want
is to be In His Perfect Will....that is all i will ever want in this life....
at this point
if my current landlord Maria would allow me to stay here
maybe that would be for the best...at least or now...
i need time to get better
i am very very sick in many many ways...
and
i have lost all of my Joy In Living.
and
i see no hope...of a better future right now...
Please pray that God gives me a vision
of a better life and of better things to come....
i don't know how to believe for this anymore.
May the Lord protect me from the schemes of my enemies
especially those who i once thought were my friend's
and i have helped as a volunteer thru a world wide ministry
Jealousy can make people do bad things.
Envy causes people to want what other's
may have or possibly get or be given.
i want no involvement with these kind of people.
i would rather be all alone.
Last of all
i ask That The Lord redeem whatever was done behind my back
in secret and reveal it openly and outright to me now...
so i know in the future how best to proceed.
and so i know how to navigate my present as well...
again
i am asking for a call from Marty.
So i have clarity and know the truth.
Holy Spirit
cause him to tell me the truth.
i know that you can convict gently the most hardened heart...
You are The Spirit of Truth
and You lead all of us into all truth.
MAY I KNOW THE TRUTH
AND
MAY THE TRUTH SET ME FREE....
i ask this in Jesus's name
amen.
SHINE YOUR LIGHT FATHER GOD
AND DISPEL ALL DARKNESS THAT IS AROUND ME
I NEED TO SEE CLEARLY NOW.
AMEN...NOW SO BE IT DONE
IN THE NAME OF THE LORD...
===========================
"""I CAN SEE CLEARLY NOW"""
........( OFFICIAL VIDEO )
...........BY JIMMY CLIFF
............ON YOU TUBE..............
===========================
i want to see clearly now.
Holy Spirit give me spiritual eye's to see
everything for what it truly is now.........
.............p.l.e.a.s.e............
Thank-you to all who prayed about my car battery yesterday
I got a jump start and i have been warming it up ever since
i just don't drive enough...and now it is always very cold out too...
but i will ask my mechanic tomorrow if i need a new battery or not...
in the meantime
i think my new possible future rental was sabotaged
by someone who i thought was my friend and trying to help me.
i am very very sick over this.
i have ended this friendship.
and my only prayer is that this landlord Marty
for whatever was negatively said about me
would call me so i can make this right.
i pray that Marty is street smart enough
to know when he was being lied to.
i currently have an offer to maybe go to
The Austin Texas Area...
i can not determine yet if this is God's Will for me.
i don't have enough time right now
to process this and i am in a very worn out frame of mind...
i am extremely tired.
and in much physical pain today.
when i am this upset
i often feel like i was hit by a very big truck.
please could you pray for this.....please.....
i am asking that this former landlord Marty
call me and communicate with me kindly
and
whether he still wants to rent to me or not
that is not the issue for me right now...
it would simply make me feel soo much better to hear from him
and perhaps set straight what ever was done behind my back.
that's all i truly desire right now...
and if God also allowed this whole thing to happen
to protect me
from yet another possible wrong rental out of state
i would like that to be confirmed to me as well...
there was too much on the line
to take such a huge risk
if it was no God's Will and His Best for me.
i do believe that i have suffered enough
and all i honestly want
is to be In His Perfect Will....that is all i will ever want in this life....
at this point
if my current landlord Maria would allow me to stay here
maybe that would be for the best...at least or now...
i need time to get better
i am very very sick in many many ways...
and
i have lost all of my Joy In Living.
and
i see no hope...of a better future right now...
Please pray that God gives me a vision
of a better life and of better things to come....
i don't know how to believe for this anymore.
May the Lord protect me from the schemes of my enemies
especially those who i once thought were my friend's
and i have helped as a volunteer thru a world wide ministry
Jealousy can make people do bad things.
Envy causes people to want what other's
may have or possibly get or be given.
i want no involvement with these kind of people.
i would rather be all alone.
Last of all
i ask That The Lord redeem whatever was done behind my back
in secret and reveal it openly and outright to me now...
so i know in the future how best to proceed.
and so i know how to navigate my present as well...
again
i am asking for a call from Marty.
So i have clarity and know the truth.
Holy Spirit
cause him to tell me the truth.
i know that you can convict gently the most hardened heart...
You are The Spirit of Truth
and You lead all of us into all truth.
MAY I KNOW THE TRUTH
AND
MAY THE TRUTH SET ME FREE....
i ask this in Jesus's name
amen.
SHINE YOUR LIGHT FATHER GOD
AND DISPEL ALL DARKNESS THAT IS AROUND ME
I NEED TO SEE CLEARLY NOW.
AMEN...NOW SO BE IT DONE
IN THE NAME OF THE LORD...
===========================
"""I CAN SEE CLEARLY NOW"""
........( OFFICIAL VIDEO )
...........BY JIMMY CLIFF
............ON YOU TUBE..............
===========================
i want to see clearly now.
Holy Spirit give me spiritual eye's to see
everything for what it truly is now.........
.............p.l.e.a.s.e............
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