I need a healing. i am a para-educator at an elementary

[missrenee]

I need a healing.

i am a para-educator at an elementary school. I had emergency surgery for a large fibroid tumor a few years ago, so I started working at walmart to supplement my income. recently, I lost my second job due to caring for my mom. this has caused my own medical bills to pile up. while I have a plan in place for the school year, it's this one summer month that has me struggling. basically, I need $1000 just to survive this month of rent, phone, utilities and car insurance. I can get food from the shelter. I'm also supposed to start counseling for a suicide attempt this year, but i doubt i will be able to afford that now.

as usual, my thoughts have recently turned dark, simply because of finance, health and the fact that i no longer get along with my parents (my sisters and i have been estranged for a while now). but, i know that harming myself will put a financial and physical strain on my family, clearing out my house and all. but, i don't know how i'll pay my bills or where i'll go if i get evicted. I've already lost my phone, internet and stopped my medical treatments and no longer buy meds. and there's not a whole lot of help for a single girl (most assistance is geared toward single families).

I'm at a loss and standstill. I've pleaded with God and my faith is non-existent. I've come a long way from not wanting to be here, and I'm sad that I'm back in that place. i don't want to go to hell for suicide, but there's no other alternative for me. I've restarted my Bible reading and re-entered church--even my pastor prayed for doors to open and walls to come down. but, so far, nothing's happened.

i know I'm the reason God is holding off on my rescue, but i don't know how to obey Him to get it. pray for me? thank you!

 

[Rico]

I prayed for this. In Jesus Name. Amen.

 

[Brother James]

I need a healing.

i am a para-educator at an elementary school. I had emergency surgery for a large fibroid tumor a few years ago, so I started working at walmart to supplement my income. recently, I lost my second job due to caring for my mom. this has caused my own medical bills to pile up. while I have a plan in place for the school year, it's this one summer month that has me struggling. basically, I need $1000 just to survive this month of rent, phone, utilities and car insurance. I can get food from the shelter. I'm also supposed to start counseling for a suicide attempt this year, but i doubt i will be able to afford that now.

as usual, my thoughts have recently turned dark, simply because of finance, health and the fact that i no longer get along with my parents (my sisters and i have been estranged for a while now). but, i know that harming myself will put a financial and physical strain on my family, clearing out my house and all. but, i don't know how i'll pay my bills or where i'll go if i get evicted. I've already lost my phone, internet and stopped my medical treatments and no longer buy meds. and there's not a whole lot of help for a single girl (most assistance is geared toward single families).

I'm at a loss and standstill. I've pleaded with God and my faith is non-existent. I've come a long way from not wanting to be here, and I'm sad that I'm back in that place. i don't want to go to hell for suicide, but there's no other alternative for me. I've restarted my Bible reading and re-entered church--even my pastor prayed for doors to open and walls to come down. but, so far, nothing's happened.

i know I'm the reason God is holding off on my rescue, but i don't know how to obey Him to get it. pray for me? thank you!

Powerful healing promise hidden in Proverbs 3:7-8, I am not wise in my own eyes, I fear You Lord, I depart from evil, especially my own evil thoughts and my flesh is healed and my body is refreshed in Jesus  
 
Praying for others especially in your situation will help you tremendously in yours friend  
 
Take no thought for your life dear friend and Jesus will take thought for you. Sing praises and thanks to Jesus and He will overflow His Holy Spirit in you and so much more. He will fight for you and give you the desires of your heart
 
Pray this prayer look up the verses and pray it again with your friends and family and let's mount up with wings as eagles and soar. Soar with me
 
Let Us Pray:  God I ask in Jesus' name, bless me to grow closer to You.  I long for a more intimate relationship with You.  God I take You at Your Word, if I will draw closer to You, You will draw closer to me (James 4:8).  Show me how to draw closer to You.   Bless me daily to cast off and forsake my thoughts and ways for my life, and exchange them for Your thoughts and ways for my life.  Let me think Your thoughts and dream Your dreams for my life.  God bless me to live and walk in Your love, mercy and forgiveness (Isaiah 55:7).  I confess, I will take no thought for my life.   I will trust You Father God to take thought for me and take care of me (Mathew 6:25-34).  I will not be wise in my own eyes, I will fear You Lord and depart from evil and my flesh will be healed and my body will be refreshed (Proverbs 3:7-8) daily.  Thank You Jesus for Your Promises!  Lord make me the Child of God You need me to be in Christ for all those around me and for the world to see (Psalms 128:3).  Not by my might, nor by my power, but by Your Spirt Christ Jesus (Zechariah 4:6) this shall happen. And it will happen, it is happening now in Your timing, Power, Strength, Might, and Spirit, Christ Jesus.  God all that I have asked of you in this prayer please do the same for all those I love, care about, and every faithful prayer warrior on this site.  Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus,  my Savior and Lord for answering this prayer with a Yes and Amen.
 
Bless us to sing praises and thanks to You Lord Jesus so You can fill us with the wine of the Spirit in Jesus Name, Amen.

 

[Saraha]

I am praying for you. In Jesus Name I Pray Amen

 

[JesusIsMyOnlyHope]

Heavenly Father. In the Name of Your Son Jesus Christ, I pray, that you will receive and answer your child's prayers according to your perfect will. Amen

 

[WingsofaDove]

Praying for your protection and God's blessings. In Jesus name, AMEN.

 

[The Encourager]

May God in Jesus' name hear and answer your prayer request according to His perfect love, wisdom, will, timing, grace, and mercy. Thank You Jesus. Amen. (Continue to pray, walk by faith, trust God, and walk in obedience to God's Word and will for your life--Obedience to God's Word  brings great blessings).  

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Please  Take The Time To Pray This Prayer: God I ask You in Jesus' name bless me with the desires of my heart that is the will of God for my life and the will of God for the lives of those I pray for according to Your perfect love, wisdom, timing, grace, and mercy.  Bless me to prosper, walk in excellent health, and cause my soul to prosper in the Word and ways of God.  May I come to know You in Truth and may I fall in love with You with all my heart, mind, body, soul, and strength.

Bless me with the spirit of obedience and strengthen me to always obey Your Word and will for my life.  May I always acknowledge You first in all my ways and allow You to direct my footsteps.  Bless me to walk in my God purpose, fulfilling my God destiny.  God give Your angels charge over me to protect and keep me safe from all evil, hurt, harm, danger and the plans of the enemy of my soul.  Place a hedge of protection and a wall of fire all around me and let nothing get close to me that is not close to You.  Let no weapon formed against me ever prosper.  And God teach me the importance of having and bless me to develop "A Daily One on One Time  Alone With You" (in prayer, praise, and meditating upon Your word).  God all that I have asked of You in this prayer, please do the same for the writer of this prayer, all those I love, and care about.  God forever honor this prayer over each of our lives. Thank You, Thank You, Thank You Lord Jesus. Amen. 

    (Prayer Written By Encourager Linda Flagg, M.A., B.S., BCPCLC)

 

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