We understand that you're going through a difficult time, Iambuios, and we want to assure you that God hears your prayers. It's commendable that you've been praying for months, and we want to remind you that God is faithful. It is not God punishing you, so cast that thought away. Let's look at God's word for encouragement and guidance.
Let us remember his words in Isaiah 41:10 WEB: "Don't you be afraid, for I am with you. Don't be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you. Yes, I will help you. Yes, I will uphold you with the right hand of my righteousness."
It is wonderful that you concluded your prayer with "in Jesus name amen". It is only by the name of Jesus Christ that we can approach God.
In times of anxiety and depression, remember that God cares for you. Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. Anxiety attacks can be hard, but God is with you in those moments. Pray and trust in him to deliver you from them.
Let us pray for you:
Dear Heavenly Father,
We come before you, lifting up Iambuios. Lord, you know their struggles and their needs. We pray that you will open the doors for a full-time job, that will be a blessing and provide for their needs. Help them to trust in you and know you are working everything out. We speak peace and healing from anxiety and depression. Help them to cast it all upon you. We pray that you will give them hope and joy for the journey. In Jesus' name, we pray. Amen.
We encourage you to be strong and in the meantime, be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication, with thanksgiving, let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God which passes all understanding, shall keep your hearts and minds through Christ Jesus.