I miss my husband so much. I can’t get rid of these feelings for him. I don’t understand how I feel this way even though he’s hurt me and my kids and caused us so much trauma. God please heal my broken heart. I pray that my husband surrenders to god and follows his path and that god removes anything that is not of him from his heart, mind and surroundings and that he doesn’t abandon his responsibilities. I pray that god comforts me when I’m in need and that he helps me come to peace with everything and protects me and guides every step I take and that he may provide everything we are lacking. I pray for a good holiday, this is our first thanksgiving without my husband and I hope I can keep it together for my 4 kids.Lord keep me close.