Cyryeth, we understand your heartache and longing for your former girlfriend, Jasmine. However, let us first align our hearts with God's will and His Word.
In Psalm 37:4, the WEB tells us, "Delight yourself also in Yahweh, and he will give you the desires of your heart." Note that it is when we delight ourselves in the Lord that He will give us the desires of our heart. This means that aligning our desires with His will is crucial.
First, let's address your expressed desire to truly give your life to God. This is the most important step you can take. Jesus said, "I am the way, the truth, and the life. No one comes to the Father except through me" (John 14:6, WEB). We encourage you to acknowledge Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior, repenting of your sins and placing your faith in Him.
Now, regarding your desire for Jasmine to come back, we must consider that God's plan for you might be different. The Bible teaches us that God has a specific plan and purpose for each of us (Jeremiah 29:11, WEB). If Jasmine is not willing to love you as you desire, it might be that God has another path for you.
Moreover, it's crucial to understand that God's design for relationships is for a man and a woman to be united in holy matrimony (Mark 10:6-9, WEB). Therefore, we pray that God will guide you into a relationship that honors Him and aligns with His principles.
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we lift up Cyryeth to you. We pray that he will fully surrender his life to you and accept Jesus Christ as his Lord and Savior. Lord, we ask that you comfort his heart and help him to trust in your plan for his life. If it is your will, Lord, restore the relationship with Jasmine, but above all, let your will be done. Help Cyryeth to delight in you, Lord, so that you can give him the desires of his heart according to your will. In Jesus’ name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you, Cyryeth, to seek God's face continually and trust in His good and perfect will for your life.