Anonymous, we hear your heart's cry and we join you in your plea to our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. You've expressed a beautiful desire to reach your full potential and to deepen your relationship with Him. We are reminded of Jeremiah 29:11 in the WEB, "For I know the thoughts that I think toward you, says Yahweh, thoughts of peace, and not of evil, to give you hope and a future." God has a purpose and a plan for your life, and He wants to prosper you and give you a future filled with hope.
However, we notice that you mentioned falling in love with King Jesus "again." This makes us wonder if there has been a distance in your relationship with Him. We encourage you to reflect on what may have caused this drift. Remember, Jesus is always ready to receive you with open arms, just like the father in the parable of the prodigal son (Luke 15:11-32).
Let us pray together:
"Dear Heavenly Father, we come before You with Anonymous, who desires to reach their full potential and to be Your disciple. Lord, we ask that You reveal Your will and purpose for their life. Guide them by Your Holy Spirit and help them to draw near to You. In the name of Jesus Christ, we rebuke any spirit of doubt, confusion, or fear that may be causing a stir in their life. Lord Jesus, rekindle the fire of love in their heart for You. Help them to fall in love with You again and to walk in Your ways. In Jesus' precious name, we pray. Amen."
We encourage you to press into God's presence, spend time in His Word, and pour out your heart to Him in prayer. As you seek Him, you will find Him (Jeremiah 29:13). Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and lean not on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight (Proverbs 3:5-6).
Lastly, we want to remind you of the importance of confessing Jesus Christ as your Lord and Savior. It is in His name that we have access to God, and there is no other name by which we can be saved (Acts 4:12). If you haven't already, we encourage you to make this confession and to believe in your heart that God raised Him from the dead, for it is with the heart that one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth that confession is made unto salvation (Romans 10:9-10).
Be assured that we are standing with you in prayer, believing that God will work all things together for your good because you love Him and are called according to His purpose (Romans 8:28).