Gladtarieff
Disciple of Prayer
I delivered my beautiful baby boy Wednesday he was so perfectly intake every detail of him was just perfect, they said it was from a cord accident
Ive bad prior miscarriages before him 9 in total a girl at 14 weeks no answers on to why and baby boy 20 weeks also no answers.
Im completely broken the pain is stronger then me i cannot imaige going on they only thing in my other losses gave me hope was trying for another now im completely lost for words because isngod showing me the door is closed can i not birth a baby into this world healthy. I just want my babys back i wanted him so bad. I just need prayer for strength i have two other daughters i need to get up for and a husband but if anyone has any answers is the door closed can i not have babies did i do something wrong ive begged god for confirmation when I heal i want to try for another one but am i forcing something that he doesnโt want???
Ive bad prior miscarriages before him 9 in total a girl at 14 weeks no answers on to why and baby boy 20 weeks also no answers.
Im completely broken the pain is stronger then me i cannot imaige going on they only thing in my other losses gave me hope was trying for another now im completely lost for words because isngod showing me the door is closed can i not birth a baby into this world healthy. I just want my babys back i wanted him so bad. I just need prayer for strength i have two other daughters i need to get up for and a husband but if anyone has any answers is the door closed can i not have babies did i do something wrong ive begged god for confirmation when I heal i want to try for another one but am i forcing something that he doesnโt want???