savkalina
Disciple of Prayer
Please pray that I get a better job so that I can pay all my bills on my own. I live with an alcoholic (my fiancé) that pays half of the household bills. When he gets home from work he just drinks and ignores me. I have tried over and over to tell him that this is a serious problem and he just says he will try harder, but he never does. I feel so frustrated and alone. I am embarrassed to confide in my family, but I'm sure they know what's going on. I try to avoid family functions with him because he embarrasses me every time. I'm at my wits end and feel like I am wasting my life. I cannot make him get better, but with a better job I would be able to have a choice to tell him to get help or leave. I would lose my house without his income. I love him but he is not the person I once knew and I so badly want happiness in my life again. Please pray that God can somehow intervene and make him get help or get me out of this situation. Amen