Demetrius Tucker
Disciple of Prayer
Dear, Jehovah
I am truly dismayed that my yearnings, temptations, necessities, liabilities, and obligations will not be sated by you, Lord God. Please pardon me for my defects or any disdain of any iniquities or indiscretions of faltering sins. I am endeavoring to learn from my pig-headed mistakes it is defying for me to commit myself ever step of the way to you thriving ways. I am fearful that I am not whom I dream to be at the present time fearful that I, Sirius Draconic am a meek and timid being. Fearful I am latching on to you, Lord God for the eternity sake of a security and whatever I may not be able to hold on to that would give me calmness. I don't yearn to need you. God Is this all I have is you? God this is not kindness to me? God disturb me deeply. If I do not rest I believe it is because of you. I want to go home.
I am truly dismayed that my yearnings, temptations, necessities, liabilities, and obligations will not be sated by you, Lord God. Please pardon me for my defects or any disdain of any iniquities or indiscretions of faltering sins. I am endeavoring to learn from my pig-headed mistakes it is defying for me to commit myself ever step of the way to you thriving ways. I am fearful that I am not whom I dream to be at the present time fearful that I, Sirius Draconic am a meek and timid being. Fearful I am latching on to you, Lord God for the eternity sake of a security and whatever I may not be able to hold on to that would give me calmness. I don't yearn to need you. God Is this all I have is you? God this is not kindness to me? God disturb me deeply. If I do not rest I believe it is because of you. I want to go home.