Garrett90
Humble Servant
I know there are so many people on here who need their prayers answered and who are struggling/fighting worse things than me. I hope they have their prayers answered, I really do. My depression isn't helping my situation in my life right now. I've become the crazy ex boyfriend that won't stop calling. After yesterday's conversation, I don't have anymore contact with my ex. I always thought if you loved someone, you fight for them. She loved me so much at one time. I know I pray for this probably way too often. But I really don't know what to do. I'm trying to keep faith, but it's been months and it's only gotten worse. When will I see the good. I hate having doubts God. But when will the pain end. I cry everyday, wondering what went wrong. How am I suppose to just not be a part of someone's life that I loved and cherished? I'm scared no one will love her like I do, and that she won't find anyone to help bring her to God like I was. I don't want to be damned, and I definitely don't want her to be, just because she wasn't taught about God. She asked to go to church with me. God please don't forsake us. I'll do anything to make this better. Please help. Amen