gretchen11111
Good and Faithful Servant
I know I have strong feelings for Gene...but he and his friend Patrick I think made fun of me I am not sure but it seemed that they did. I can not take it any more Lord...Last week Gene and Patrick sat at our table they are singers in our favorite band..and Patrick had his back to me and Gene was sitting toward me...anyway when he was talking Gene to us a couple times he would stare at me only me and he would look at Patrick and grin at him..like he was hiding his smile from me.. I do not know what the heck is going on..Gene has looked at me at times when he is singing just me and stares which I never minded sometimes he would be laughing. but somehow I feel for him..and thought he did toward me too...I do not like this at all Lord..I do not what to feel this way at all no more..not right at all...Even though I like him a lot not right at all,,,take it away...I do not what to cry feel bad or any of that anymore...Damn it makes me mad...help me Lord...I give it all to you Lord... Remove I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 50 Prayers for gretchen Life,,,healing by gretchen at 9:27 AM on Sat 1/12/2019 Lord I feel sort of depressed maybe because I have a cold..but I need you Lord to help me every day..I enjoy praying for people help me Lord to know what to say to people I pray for usually I just say I am praying for you. I never heard from the guy that was stareing at me a couple weeks ago..I did not mind it just whated to know why he was stareing at me? I need you Lord allways every day every minute every hour..Lord please see that we have a safe trip to Portland tomorrow and we do not have any aruments or anything and my cold is better and my ears do not plug up..I feel anxiety Lord please help me with that too..praying for all my family and friends,,,and Lord Toad a friend of our really needs you he is doing real stupid things he should know better he is like 66 67 years old he could land in jail again..Lord help me to do better in life..I what to lose weight and so forth hard to do some times I just what to sleep that is no good help me Lord...praying for everyone on here for whatever they need and healing amen Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 59 Prayers for myself .. Help! Lord... by gretchen at 4:12 AM on Wed 1/9/2019 Update #2 by gretchen at 4:05 pm on Thu 1/10/2019 thank you very much Original Prayer Request Lord I need your help I feel stupid Lord I asked somebody why they stared at me last week..I whated to know why...and know I feel so crappy...and wonder what they think of me know..I just can not stand to see this person again...and I know we will because this person is in a band we enjoy a lot..I am so scared and not knowing..help me Lord to just give it to you and let go, let you take over..I know it is not a big thing but it is too me...you know Lord what is going on please tell me Lord?...Twillight Zone...time Lord I give it to you take care of this...I love you Lord...I just whated answers been a couple years feeling this way... Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 0 Prayers for gretchen Life,,,healing by gretchen at 4:55 PM on Tue 1/8/2019 I do not know what to think just like to know because it is driving me wondering..why were you stareing at me that way Gene last friday in Culver I what to know why were you being funny or serious..You kn Iow I like you a lot and I know you like too. Praying I get and answer Lord please let him know I what to know..This is so risky Lord.. Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 68 Prayers for gretchen Life,,,healing by gretchen at 5:47 AM on Tue 1/1/2019 Lord healing and prayers for me and my husband for our health and marriage and for us to get along good,,,and the same for our families and friends..and unspoken prayer..Lord I was feeling anxiety earlier but it has left the anxiety,,Lord I need healing for myself for my depression anxiety and to lose weight love you Lord Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 75 Prayers for Gretchen Healing by gretchen at 1:12 AM on Fri 12/28/2018 Prayer Answered! Update by gretchen at 3:42 am on Mon 12/31/2018 thx Original Prayer Request Lord I am feeling some anxiety and need you allways and to heal our health problems mine and my husband and my anxiety depression. and healing for our families and friends,Lord thank you for being there for me and my husband..help me to lose weight I really need to lose 30 pounds something like that Lord,,,praying for all the prayer requests on here for healing. Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 0 Prayers for Gretchen depression by gretchen at 4:27 AM on Sun 12/16/2018 Lord why am I so sensitive and why am I the way I am...I feel so depressed about tonite and I should not be..but I am..it is about somebody you know Lord..I pray this person still likes me and is not upset with me...I need answers on this Lord please have this person till me if they are upset with me or what...if possible...it is really inportant to me Lord...please let this person know somehow..thank you Lord and Lord I am giving this all over to you I can not handle it I am too upset ect..and unspoken prayer goes with this. Know Lord I give this all over to you.... Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 0 Prayers for Gretchen Healing by gretchen at 6:48 AM on Mon 12/10/2018 for Imitable bowel syndrome Lord I need healing it is a health problem for me Lord I will go to my doctor if I have to..but Lord please heal me. and for unspoken prayer Lord I like to know...for once it has been 3 years,,,just what to know I know nothing will happen...Love you Lord Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 71 Prayers for gretchen For remembering former george h. w. Bush by gretchen at 9:57 AM on Wed 12/5/2018 Update #2 by gretchen at 5:40 am on Fri 12/7/2018 thx Original Prayer Request Praying for the family and our country for Former George H. W. Bush and remembering him.. Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 142 Prayers for gretchen Healing and guidness by gretchen at 7:50 AM on Thu 11/15/2018 Update #3 by gretchen at 5:56 am on Thu 12/20/2018 still need prayer thx Original Prayer Request Lord I am trying my best in life but sometimes I sleep to much but I allways do my prayer warrior praying for people and read the bible..Lord life is hard at times..I suppose I sleep to avoid going out ect..Lord I am trying to lose weight too..help me dear Lord with life and dealing with people...and healing for me and my husband for our health and marriage and ect mental health and the same for our families and friends. and unspoken prayer Lord you know about..and prayers for all the prayer warriors on here and else where...and prayer requests. Love you Lord. Lord and for the california fires. Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 157 Prayers for Gretchen Doctor Appointment tomorrow by gretchen at 12:30 AM on Thu 10/4/2018 Update #10 by gretchen at 10:20 am on Wed 11/14/2018 thx Original Prayer Request I have a appointment with my doctor tomorrow and I am scared and full of anxiety..I know I should not feel this way..but I allways do when I have a doctor's appointment or dentist ect...Lord please help me not to be so scared and full of anxiety it is only a check up and pelvc exam ew~ Lord please help me dear Lord make me calm about it and put it all in your hands...Prayers for my husband and I for healing for our health marriage and ect and the same for our families and friends. Lord I need you so much Lord see that nothing is wrong with me when going to the doctor Lord please help me know...Love you Lord I put all this in your hands Lord... Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 0 Prayers for gretchen Hopeless by gretchen at 6:38 AM on Sun 9/2/2018 Update #3 by gretchen at 2:59 am on Sun 9/23/2018 I am emarrassed please Lord help Original Prayer Request Lord this is a picture of the Rock Singer, Gene..of course you know who he is...Lord I can not take it anymore I am so connected to this man it is not funny...like I knew him in my past life...we have known this band for three years and he and I have some connection..but he is married and I am married happily both..but we have the connection..it is like when he looks at me that it goes threw me to my soul I can feel it...it is weird..I never planned to feel this way...but it has...of course nothing has happen outside of just looking stareing at each other..I am so memorized by him...and I just what to cry after I get home and I have over the three years...Lord I do not what to feel this way I have even fought it by not going to there gigs...Lord please help me to get my head on straight..I love my husband...help...it is so sort of scarey... maybe in my next life he and I..helppp Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 0 Prayers for Gretchen Feelings by gretchen at 3:24 AM on Sun 8/26/2018 Update #1 by gretchen at 5:14 am on Thu 8/30/2018 how do I close this Original Prayer Request Lord I am so stupid what is wrong with me anyway..I did something stupid and ruined it all..I hope this person forgives me I am so so sorry I been crying about it..I need to stop what does it matter anyway. PLease forgive me I am sorry to this person the Lord knows who it is it really is not bad just what I said was not right..Sorry forgive me Gene... Remove ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 69 Prayers for Gretchen Hurt feelings... by gretchen at 6:27 AM on Sun 8/19/2018 Update #6 by gretchen at 3:35 am on Fri 8/24/2018 thx Original Prayer Request Lord I am not feeling right at all inside I just what to die go to heaven why be here where there is people that say not nice things to me and so forth I can not take it anymore I am not bitching or anything it is how I feel..somebody close says I am complaing and so forth and I am just trying to express myself I really really feel so low down I just what to crawl and hide from the world people why take the bs people give me just makes me feel worse..I am trying to be a good prayer warrior but this kind of talk to me is making me feel like shit...Lord please take me to Heaven I can not take anymore I just cant Lord...I been fighting this inside for so long Lord I feel so bad inside please take me please...Lord need healing for me husband family friends...I feel like I have been trying but I cant hold on Lord...helppppp Love you Lord hope you love me still... ...Read More I Prayed thumbnail image Add to My Prayer List EncourageEncourage Add to My Prayer ListAdd to My Prayer List View Request & RegistryView Registry ShareShare ManageManage 0 Prayers for Gretchen Hurt feelings... by gretchen at 3:58 AM on Sat 8/18/2018 I am a awful person and hate myself I feel so hurt inside from my husband...he can be not nice some times...but maybe I am the one I do not know but I have had it with myself I hate hate myself...I'm no good at all...Tonite proves it Chad and Anna never said hello to us chad allways trys to avoid us because last year I accidendly said something that was meant for a friend it was not bad just not for Chads ears since then he has not been nice to me sometimes if I say hello to him he says nothing and the drummer came back and his wife had trouble with them last year,,,And I just can not take anymore Lord I just say take me to heaven I do not what to live anymore please take me please...I am sorry that I like GEne way too much please forgive me and him too...and tired of people saying you have to dance or we are going home not nice anyway I need you Lord...helpppp Gene did not talk to us so I do not know ...I put all this in your hands Lord... I have not heard anything. Please pray that everything will be ok when we go tomorrow nite to see this band...