I kindly request your strong prayers on my behalf, as I am currently facing a multitude of challenges that have persisted in my life for an extended period. I find myself grappling with a fatalistic and pessimistic mindset, which has been difficult to alter due to my past experiences. Despite my efforts to embark on various projects, they have not yielded the desired outcomes, leading me to approach new endeavors with a sense of fatalism and pessimism regarding their potential for success. My mother highlighted this issue today, and while I am aware of it, I observe that many individuals are achieving success despite engaging in questionable or foolish behavior. It appears that society often favors those who act without thought, rather than those who strive to think critically and act wisely. This trend is disheartening, as it seems that foolishness has become a source of fascination for many. I notice that numerous applications feature content that lacks substance, yet captivates viewers. I do not wish to pass judgment on others; I find it difficult to understand how individuals would appreciate me and my content in light of the prevailing competition. Additionally, I experience challenges with self-confidence and frequently grapple with self-doubt. I have a low opinion of myself, particularly regarding my hair and the self-inflicted scar on my body. I am considering the possibility of cutting my hair short; although I have never done so before, I perceive little value in having hair that I do not like and cannot manage. I lack the time, energy, and financial resources to properly care for it, and I do not possess the skills to style my hair as some women do. I find myself lacking faith in the possibility of change in my life, as I have not witnessed significant progress over the past 25 years. It is challenging to maintain an optimistic outlook when I feel stagnant. I have made numerous attempts to improve my situation, yet the results have been disappointing. I believed that I had evolved and made strides in my personal development over the years. I have engaged with various self-improvement literature, studied the Bible, and sought wisdom in my journey. Despite my efforts to enhance my behavior and mindset, I still grapple with negative thoughts about my life overall. I am filled with doubt, devoid of hope, and lean towards pessimism and fatalism. I humbly request prayers for divine intervention, asking God to assist me in shifting my perspective towards a more positive outlook. I seek prayers for the cultivation of positive thoughts and emotions, as well as for an increase in hope and faith in both God and myself. I ask for prayers that God instills in me a sense of optimism and enthusiasm, and that He guides me to foster positive thoughts regarding myself and my future endeavors. I request all of this in the name of Jesus. Amen.