michele914
Servant
Dear god i broke down today im so frustrated was crying so hard today right before giovanni left for work im so sick and so tired of being home alone i know he had to go to work but just wish he would be more loving and be more humble and show me attention i know he fell at work and hes in pain but honestly im crying when he leaves work and he said he was gonna call or text me when he got to work which he didnt of course i had to text him i just wish i dont always have to chase him lately i mean im sitting there crying before he leaves and he dosnt even react or at least text me that he loves me at least to let me know acknowedleges how i feel like sudge a burden and so invisiable lately i know he is in pain with his ribs but im also sick and i just want to feel loved i feel so ignored like im fighting for his attention lately please god i just want him to know im in pain say he loves me i dont want to have to chase him like a puppy dog anymore